Dear,
CirqueDieFreak (Josh)
The day I Publish This Marks The three Months We've Been Dating
And although you are never here to celebrate It With Me and I'm Forced to spend these times Alone...
I Still Love You❤ even though you put me through Stressful Times without you and you constantly Make Me Worry About You and I don't know if you ever Really Notice this But I'm Always Noticing When Your Acting Unusual and I think it's Better to talk About It because I Know that things aren't Okay To You In Your Life and Ik your Life is A Tiny Bit Better Then Mine in which that is Why I Don't Talk About My life Sitiuations because I'm Bent On Making You Feel Better cause I Like it when your Happy Cause it makes me Happy,and I Love Your presence Even when you are acting Weird I always think that everything you Do Is Amazing and I do find myself Jealous Of You Cause You Can Always Do Better Then I Can and I like it as Well cause to me it's A Handsome Thing About You That And I like Being Competitive so having Both A Lover And Equal can be Fun
And I often times Can Be Crazy Worried about Who You Talk To but Ik I'm Alittle Protective and I know that I shouldn't Worry Cause You Love Me and you show that you Love Me and I'm trying to Realize that you Mostlikely Wouldn't Hurt Me Although I'm Scared That you Will cause I know that people Whether it Be,Friends,Family or anybody tend to Hurt Me and I get trapped In this loop where i feel like I'm going to get hurt like I feel Loved But I Know the person who Loves Me Is Going to Hurt Me. But Besides that Fact I'm going to write the Rest of This Letter for and About Things that I Love About You....
I Love How You Keep My Mind Going,like your the biggest distraction to Me and are often times the reason for My Writers Block XD (if you didn't Know I Do Have A Story Out called Forgotten Angels and I've recently been forced to Write About Things So I've been Working On That after taking a Huge Break From it But Its Published On Here,and I'm Also Working On A Short Fantasy/Heroine Story Called Alexander Lightening)
I Love that your the first Guy to ever Call Me Beautiful and that Your the first Guy to know that I Love Flowers and to Ever stick them in My Hair! ^-^
I Like How Open You Can Be And How Your Willing to Listen to me talk When I stuff myself full of chocolate And can't stop Talking Or Also When I'm dealing with Mania
I Love How Your The Right Balance Of Weird,Handsome(asf lol),calm,and Caring
I Love How you balance Me Out really Like Your Cool and I'm Just Weird,Nerdy,and Shy/Sheepish Cause I can be sometimes
And I Love Your Butt 😚😚😚😚😋😋😋😋😋😄😅its probably Bootiful! (SWIGGITY SWOOTY I'M COMIN' FOR DAT BOOTY! XD)
I Love How Your Different then Alot Of Guys Now A Days,your more Gentleman Like and that's Pretty Hard to find and I Know When you find something Rare Its A Keeper and that you should Never Let go of it!
I Love It When You Greet Me From Your Tackle Hugs,to Your Kisses 😗😘😚😙
And Least But Not Last Lol I Love How Your very Accepting And Funny
And I Love Everything about you! I Love You For What's Inside Although I do Aww Looking At Your Pic but it's mainly Because It is Oddly Cute How What's Inside of you shows More then the outside Of You but The Outside Is Just A Near Reflection Of What's Inside but they Say To Always Have A Guy/Girl Who Sees Past Your Looks and loves what's Inside and Just takes Your Looks With It because they Know Your Looks Don't Show What's Inside they just show What's Outside so what's better then Just taking Both? And well I've Taken Both although I'm still Discovering Everything About You which is Why the list of Reasons Why I Love you Is So Short but I'm pretty sure As Everything Goes On I'll have more things to Love About You I mean I Do Have Alittle Bit More then What I Listed but those few more things Are Kinda Hard for me to put in Words Lol
