Hi Lol It's been awhile since I've Last Updated But anyways How is Everyones Life? Mines is Great....Just Fine I Guess.....I Mean I Lost an Ex Recently To Suicide Before School Started And He Killed himself while he was talking to me and it was because He Was Being Abused By His Fiancee and Because He Loved Me But Hurt to see Me With other People even though it had to be that Way.....he just couldnt take it anymore but....the Same Day I Met A Guy Who shares The Same Name As Him But is in more of A Painful Sitiuation who Loves Me And I Love Him Back but we both got out of Shitty relationships And Are Just Stuck Trying to Friendzone Eachother But cant so we get in this Lovey Dovey Cuddly kind of thing where we confess Feelings to eachother and wish that one of us was there to be with eachother and Both of His And My Exes Names Are Ben But This Ben Thinks I Dont Understand what hes going through But I Do....I Just dont tell him cause I'm concerned About Him after all he makes me Laugh And Smile At Everything i cant even try to Hide it When in texting him I front of Parents I'm just there smiling at what hes saying and their looking at me weird and they dont know I'm texting him but I plan to tell my mom that I'm texting and talking to him,we're still trying to understand Eachother and be goofy towards Eachother,I Like to Be Cuddly With Him and he knows things about me that no other guy has Bothered to ask About Me But anyways This Is What He Looks Like for those who want to know
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Isnt He Cute? He doesnt Seem To Think so but everyone who's Seen Him As far as Friends at school Thinks he is and someone has told me to go for it (Go for Dating Him) But despite the fact of loving him I'm Always There Trying to Help Him and give him a place of Safety and a place where he can get unexpected Hugs,Cuddles,and Reassurance and Opinions and Help cause I Know He Wants to Provide That kind of Shelter and Protection for me even though he doesnt and Doesnt Know how to and I see it ,I see the fact that he wants to But Cant and I see it,he may not know But I do see it...anyways sorry for it being so long from updating lol
