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This guy is Meant to Be My Boyfriend And I Accuse Him Of Alot But I dont think he notices It but I accuse him of things cause he barely talks to me and he does all these things that I wish he would stop cause although they've been current to him even before I met him they bother me and hurt me cause he's doing such things to himself and he's Making me think Such Things are true even when he proves their Not and CirqueDieFreak (Crystal) I Know I'm Supposed to be Waiting For Joshyy.....I got pushed into this Relationship because I'm being more considerate of someone Elses Feelings Over Mine And I doubt that Joshyy Would Come Back for me.....cause I am Me Beside the relationship I'm trying to wait 2 years for Joshyy I even spend time writing Letters that i cant send to him in a Notebook and of course i cry when doing it because i miss him I even Lie In Bed and cry because I miss everything About Him and the only reason why I doubt he would come back for me is Because I'm too Danm Depressed to The Point where I Harm Myself,I'm Suicidal,And I Need Medication That I Cant Even Swallow and I know that Has An Effect On Him and he's the only Thing That Makes Me Happy and he's not Here and things are going back to the way they Used to Be For Me...picking the wrong people,Being Forced Into Things and not being Happy and All I Want Is Happiness
