My Fight

About Me

Hi everyone! My name is Harper and this is my book: "My Fight." I hope you stick around and enjoy!❤️

Here is some about me:

I am 20 years old. I am a freshmen in college. In college I am majoring in writing. I want to be a full time writer, that my dream anyways. I am a Christian, I love Jesus! I love cats and I have three cats. I love coffee, you can always find me with a cup of coffee in my hand. I love crocheting: scarves, blankets, and hats. If you become my friend, I will probably crochet you a blanket. I love reading and writing. I love God and my family!

Now for the deep stuff:

I have been diagnosed with bipolar type 1, major depressive disorder (depression), general anxiety disorder (anxiety), and social anxiety. I have been in a mental hospital four times, I am on A TON of medicines, and I have had ECT treatments. Also I have fibromyaglia (we think, we are not sure. I am seeing a doctor in the next few weeks). I have been abused by my ex boyfriend and his family. I still have nightmares about it. When I was really depressed I dated a guy and had sex with him. That was a horrible mistake I still feel bad for. I have been through hell and back.

Currently:

I am in unbearable pain due to fibromyaglia (we think, still not sure yet what I have) and I get really depressed when I am in pain. For the past seven months: I have been in constant stabbing pain in my back and legs. I have had a CT scan done, MRI done, and tons of lab work done. I see a pain doctor on Tuesday and a new doctor the next week. So hopefully I can get some answers to why I am in so much pain and some pain medicine to help.

So that's all about me!

-Harper❤️