Lots Of Thoughts

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Lots of things have been happening. My pain has gotten better. I have increased one of my medicines so that has helped. Thank goodness! My pain has rough yesterday but today it has been better.

I have also met someone. He is a really nice Christian guy. For our first date he came over to my house and met my family. My Mom and sister really liked him and so did my cats. But I am having some mixed emotions. Since I have been abused by a boyfriend before, I am really scared. I haven't felt like this about a guy in a long time. It's scary but I think it's worth it.

I just feel generally down. Probably just because I am scared of dating him. I have been through so much it's a lot to handle. But it's a risk I am will to take.

Tomorrow I see a GI doctor to see if he thinks I have ulcers (again.) I am really nervous about that. But hopefully it will go well. I will probably have to have another scope. I have had one before, they are not to bad. I just dread doing it.

Now time for me to drink some coffee. I am really doing better. 

Thank you so much for listening!

-Harper

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