Today my pain has been really bad. I have just been hurting all day with my pain in my back and legs. It's so exhausting being in pain day after day. I am getting tired of hurting all the time. It's never ending. Ugh!
Now I have probably have ulcers which I have had ulcers before and it's horrible. You can't eat some foods. You have to limit the amount of coffee you drink, which is really hard for me because I love coffee. It's just frustrating.
I feel like nothing is going my way. I am still in pain from fibromyalgia and now ulcers. Come on God! Let something good come my way! I am tired of everything. I feel so depressed, sad, down, empty, lonely, numb, angry at God, frustrated at life, and just so sick of everything.
I just want to be happy. To live a happy and good life. Is that to much to ask for? My pain is killing me and now my mind is killing me to. I feel depression attacking me. I don't feel depressed when I am not in pain. But I am in pain everyday so of course I am depressed.
I thought about writing a fiction book where a girl has a life story like me. Would any of you guys want to read some of my fiction? Comment below if you would.
Anyone has any advice or encouraging words? I could really use it.
Thank you so much for reading.
-Harper
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My Fight
Non-FictionHi my name is Harper and this is: My Fight. On here you will hear about my struggles with living with bipolar, depression, anxiety, social anxiety, and fibromyalgia❤️ I hope you enjoy!❤️ -Harper loves you❤️
