wedding arrangement : K.th+ J.jk

chapter 30~~

Tae's pov
One week since the accident , jungkook has been in coma ever since i brought him to hospital doctors said that he's between life and death, he might not survive they said . It hurts so much , seeing ur husband , most beloved person, the most meaningful person in ur life laying in a hospital bed lifeles. I couldnt see his bright smile that makes me forget the world's problems , i couldnt feel his touch that calm all of my nerves , i couldnt hear his smart talk when he's angry . I wany him to wake up at any price , let him be angry at me , let him hate me but please god let him live , i'll be happy seeing him alive i dont ask for to much .
I was sitting on the chair that i've sitting on for tgeboast week , just next to him holding his hand telling him about how meaningless my days passed without him , apologizing thousands of times hoping that one day he'd forgive me for the pain i caused . The doctor came in .
The doctor: hello mr kim how are u today?
Tae: i dont think i'm fine seeing my husband in this state not knowinh whether he'll wake up or not .
The doctor: we still dont know sir . I'm afraid if he doesnt wake up those coming days we might lose the patient .
What the hell is he saying , jungkook is not going to die , he's strong and he's gonna survive this .
Tae: dont say this okay . I know him he'll wake up , he's just acting right now to see how much we care about him , isnt it kookie? Baby wake up it's over now , i realised i care about u more than i do about myself . Okay baby wake up now . Doctor tell him to wake up , he cant leave me just yet . Doctor please wake him up for me .
The doctor: we're really sorry mr kim but we've done our best so far . I suggest u calm down after all ur husband might not want u to be weak . Be strong mr kim for both of u . I wish him soon recovery . Good afternoom sir .
And then he left . U see this is momemnt when u realise ur whole world is falling apart . Please god take my life instead , let him live please .
I decided it's the time to tell the guys and my father about jungkook , i didnt tell them hoping that he'd wake up soon, but he didnt .
I called jimin .
Tae: jiminie ...
Jimin : tae what's wrong why are u crying? Did something bad happen to kookie???
Tae: jungkook is in ...coma... doctors said if he ... if he doesnt wake up the coming days he...he'll leave us ... can u believe it he said he'll leave us ..m he wont leave now jiminie would he??
Jimin was sobbing over the phone : jungkook ... kookie.... he's not leaving tell me it's all a lie ... tae please where are u i'm getting the guys and coming right now... kookie .....
He hang up i bet he's booking a flight right now .
Tae: jungkookie look everyone will be here even jimin they're all coming for u ,they love u baby , we all do . Wake up please .
I wiped my tears and pecked his lifeless lips . I need to breathe fresh air .
I took a walk around the hospital's garden and when i was about to get in kookie's room i saw the doctors ranning inside . my heart stopped beating  for a second , i though something bad happened to him . I dropped on my knees crying i couldnt move i didnt want to hear  the sad news.  i covered my ears and sat there crying while patients eyeing me questiningly .
I saw one of the doctors coming out i didnt want him to tell me he's gone i wont accept it, never i will accept this .
He looked at me patted my shoulders
Tae: doctor please dont tell me he's gone i'm begging u .
The doctor : no mr kim luckily ur husband survived , he had a minor heart attack , his heart stopped and he was dead for seconds  . But lucky for him we came in thr right time , he's back to live and he even woke up . U can see him he's asking for u .
I hugged the doctor from happiness . I couldny express my grattitude . I went inside so fast i saw him : his eyes were open, thise beautiful eyes i loved to look into , his lips curved into a slight smile the second he saw me . I couldnt believe how he forgot about everything happened and now smiling at me .
Tae: kookie ...
Jk: tae .. come here i need ur hug .
Without a second thought i hugged him .
Tae: u dony know how worried i was kook .. i thought ... i thought u're leaving me ...
Jk: shush baby dont cry i'm here ... wow u look mesirable ..
Tae: yeah tell me about it .. i didnt change for a week ...
Jk: i'm sorry i worried u , i've never meant to get hit by a car .
Tae: it was all my fault ... i dont know even how to make u forgive me ...
Jk: just tell me the truth . All i want is the truth ..
Tae: i promise u baby once they charge u off the hospital i'd tell u everything .
Jk: okay . And tae i trust u ...
Tae: thank u jungkook thank u for not giving up on me . Can i kiss u ?
Jk: u dont have to ask . I've been in hell without ur kisses .
I captured  his lips . Oh how i missed their softness ,how i missed their taste . I kissed him expressing my worrisome , my love, my sorry for what i caused him , i kissed him like he meany everything to me and sire he does , like he was really fragile and i was scared to break him . I heard screams and cries from the  hallway , , i knew it must be the guys . Jin was screaming : fucking bitches tell me wehre the hell is my precious son .
Namjoom: calm down babe let them search
Jin: dont u fucking tell me to calm down .
Jimin was crying: tell us where is kookie please .
Yoongi: what the hell is wrong with u guys calm down , they dont know ur son neither kookie , we're looking for jeon jungkook please  tell us which room is he ?
I poulled away and carresed kookie's cheek and smiled: looks like our friends came.
And seconds later they stormed into the room screaming  seokjin looked so scared jimin was so weak and crying while hoseok holding him and crying his eyes out too .
Seokjin: baby jungkookie i was scared to death . I thought u'd leave .
Jk: i'm okay now jinnie  dont worry .
Jimin hugged jungkook tight: dont scare me like that ever again i swear i waa breaking down .
Jk: i'm sorry guys i worried u m i'm okay now . They were taking a good care of me specially  tae .
Seokjim hugged  tae immidiatly: thank u for taking care of my baby . But o'll kick ur ass anyway cause u didnt take good care of him in first place that's why he had an accident ..
Jk: jin hyung stop , it's not his falut iy was mine , i was so stubborn to stoo and listen to him .
Tae: i deserve everything u are going to do jin hyung ..
Namjoom: wow man u look like shit . go home and change we'll take care of kook while u are out . Believe it or not yoongi also cried on the way to spain.
Yoongi:yes i cried okay , cant i cry for my precious dongsaeng .
Hoseok: yes go home time dont worry abt him he's in safe hands .
Tae:okay guys but please  if he fealy any pain  or needed anything tell me. I wont take long anyway . I'll bring extra clothes for jungkook too . Bye baby .
I pecked his lips on the way out . Finally i felt relieved . I felt like everything will be aklright for the last days . Oh god how much i love him.