The past days were hell . I've never been this mesirable my whole life , i've neber been this sad and depressed , even when my dad died , even when my first boyfriend broke my heart, even when i lost my favourite toy when i was a child . I want it all to stop, i want the pain to go away , it's to difficult to breathe a different air from him, not able to see his face , feel his touch, hear his voice , kiss him and cuddle him. I cant handle this , it's to much and i'm so weak and attatched to him . I've been stalkinh him through social media and our mutial friends amd even through his workers. They told me he's not okay either and he's been moody and angry all the time , he lost wsight too and he has bags under his eyes . I cant say i'm better , literally i'm much more worse . I've been fainting sometimes due to lack of food in my system , but i couldnt get myself to eat a bite . My head and eyes hurt from crying to much and lack of sleep . And u can say i dropped out of university for the mean time , i cant consentrate anymore .
As for my hyungs apart from being worried all the time about me they had their lives to live too , jin and namjoon hyungs are like and old couple now , i remember jin hyung told me they're getting engaged anytime soon . I know i have to attend their party, but i dont want to .
Jimin and i lost touch since the incident , i couldnt face him , i know it's not his fault but he is a part of the problem and i couldnt get myself to forget it .
Suga and hoseok hyung are like bestfriends now despite their opposite caracters . Looking at them now i can see how much i've been cutting them out of life, i focused only on tae and i's relationship forgetting about others . Now i'll try as much as i can to get myself together and be there for them when they need me . That's the least i can do .
Cutting me out of my thoughts jin hyung came in and sat right beside me putting my head on his lap caressing my hair .
Jin: jungkookie , please eat something, u've got so thin and i'm scared u'll get ill .
Jk: hyung , i cant get myself to eat . Everywhere hurts so much .
Jin: just one thing kook please .
Jk: okay , i'll be down for lunch later. How is he ?
Jin: not so good i guess , but i heard from namjoon that he's getting better and he goes out of his room often so yeah he's okay .
Jk: do u think he'll forget about me?
I asked with a saddened voice and i know i'm about to cry too .
Jin: for the matter of fact i dont thibk so . Taehyung's love for u wont end this easily . I'm pretty sure he'll come crowling back to u sooner or later . U two are meant to be , u're made for each other nothing or no one can end ur love .
Jk: i hope so . So how u doing with joon hyung?
Jin: he's the sweetest guy ever . He loves me as much as i love him . And guess what we're getting engaged this friday. I hope with my whole heart that u wont miss my engagement kooks .
Jk: i wont miss it for the world . U're my bro all i want is see u happy .
Jin: omg yes thank u so much . I live u kookie . Now for the love of almighty take a shower u pig , u stink and get ur ass downstairs to eat or i will force u and u know how i am .
Jk: okay wtf . Just get out sass queen .
Jin: u jealous u aint a queen .
Jk: yeah whatever .
Then he got out .
Taehyung's pov
Tae: How is he?
Joon: i gotta say he's not okay at all . I'm worried about him , he didnt eat for days nor talked to anyone , u had to see how mesirable he looked , no sleep no food and 24/7 crying .
Tae: it hurts so much hyung . But i cant just forget what he did . He broke my heart .
Joon: i'm pretty sure he didnt cheat on u tae . Someone must've sat up a plan to seperate u . I suggest u try to find out and get ur men back at the same time before it's to late and he loses himself .
Tae: no please dont say that . Be'll be okay right? I"ll call jin hyung .
Beep beep .
Jin: tae . I was about to call u .
Tae: what what's wrong did something bad happen to.him?
Jin: not yet ..but sooner or later it will . He's not okay at all tae .
Tae: please hyung take care of him make him eat and leave his room . Dont tell.him i called too . i didnt forgive him just yet .
Jin: okay . U coming to the engagemnt right? I know it's not the right moment for this but i'd be happy of u come .
Tae: of course i'll come .
Hanging up . I layed on what used to be our bed . He was my everything , i've never imagined i'd lose him someday . He ruined my life i've never been this desperate so see or be with someone my whole life . The pain in my heart is to much . But it feels so wrong beeing away from him .
Friday came by really fast . I prepared myself and headed to the hotel where the engagemnt party is at .
I"m happy for jin amd namjoon hyungs and envy them cause they got to meet in a normal way and fall in love with each other . Some people are just unlucky .
Catching a drink from the bar . I sat at the table at the very back far away from people , there i saw the hyungs holding hands and greeting guests together they looked so happy .
And suddenly my whole world collapsed as i saw him entering . I felt this tightness in my chest . Finally i saw him after a long month of suffering , seeing him now made me realise just how bad i missed him.
Kim jungguk...
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Hello hello . Here i came with a late amd boring update . Again dont mind my typos i cant go back and correct them , i barely had time to write let alone to correct . Bye bye love y'all
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