wedding arrangement : K.th+ J.jk

chapter 40 ~~

Waking up in tae's arms felt right for me . This is where i belong and i want to stay there forever .. i took my time adoring his features while he's sleeping seeing that i cant look at him in the eyes when he's awake . i dont know what i did good in my life to get him but i'm defently rethinking that seeing that i'm alwaysnin troubles and hurting , i dont even know to whom his heart belongs , the thought about it possibly belongs to yoona feels like being stabbed right in the heart , it hurts like a bitch . I want him to hold  me now and tell me that everything will be okay , he'll always be with me and he loves me , but what can i say not all dreams do xome true . I slipped myself away from his embrace and tried to get up when he immidiatly opened his eyes and hurried to my side of the bed and helped me standing up .
Tae:u should've waked me up if u needed something , dont exhaust urself kookie , it hurts me seeing u hurt .
Jk: then stop freaking hurting me . Leave me alone i'm capable to walk myself no need for ur help here mr kim .
Tae: u are a mr kim too remember? U are my husband and it's my duty to help u whenever u need help .
Jk: taehyung u are hurting me okay? This physical pain doesnt bother me as much as my heart pain .
I didnt want to cry in front of him so i held my tears back .
Jk: u have no idea what i'm going through ... u are to blind to see what pain ur actions causes . U are pretty much busy looking out for ur ex dammit ..... u probably still love her ...
I cried this time .
He looked at me .
Tae: u are right ....
I cried thinking that he means that he really still loves her. But he cut me saying .
Tae: u are right i caused u lots of pain and i was so blind to see ... i defended her over u yes .. but never ever again say that i still love her , i didnt and i wont in a million years . The only human  that owns my heart is u . Kim jungkook, my husband  i love u so damn much that i wish i could take away all of ur pain , kiss away all of ur tears  , fight away all of ur fears . I  dont know what in the world i did good to deserve u , u are the best thing that happened in my life . i love u  , i love u so fucking much and i'm so sorry ...
I didnt believe it, it was like a dream , he loves me?  I cried so hard , i was so happy .
I hugged him tight nit caring about if my body hurts . All it matters that he loves me , he does just like i do .
Jk: i love u too tae .... i love u so much please dont ever leave me..
Tae: i cant leave u baby . I will never do .
We stayed like that for moments . Then during that day taw was super caring . He carried me all day , fed me when hungry he even showered me and helped me wear my clothes , i felt like a baby , his baby . He would tell me constantly how much he loves me from time to time. He even promised he wont meet his ex alone and wont call her or respond to her calls . I felt relieved somehow . But i'm still sure she's up to something . Let's hope she doesnt destroy our love life .
Tae: baby? I wanna know what did they do to u ?
Jk: they ... they were four as i remember ... first one of them said that he'll make feel real pain . O felt scared honestly .. then the second say he can keep them from beating me if i agreed to something. I asked what is it and he said if i want to skip that beating i should let him... let him fuck me instead ....
Tae clenched his fists and his face became red from anger .
Jk: i refused of course . I said my body does only  belong to one man . He kepts saying that i look fuckable and so pretty and i kicked someone in his manhood . That's when they beated the hell out of me . I was crying for then to stop but they never did . It hurts so much tae ... they  are so cruel ...
Tae : hush baby dont cry . I swear j'll make them pay for ever touching u . I'll fucking kill them if i have to .
Jk: i dont want u to kill anyone . Just be with me and love me, that's what will make me forget .
Tae: i love u so much baby .
jk:i love u too .
He then kissed me and i felt all of my pain go away , all the  emotions i've been hiding , all of the jealousy and anger , every negative emotion went away . I feels like the first time i kiss him even though it isnt.
He pulled away and carresed my cheeks .
Tae: seems like our friends are enjoying the show .
Jk: what?
Jimiin: surpriiiiiise .
I felt startled . when in the hell did they get in .
Jk: what the hell . How did u guys get in?
Namjoon: i have a spare key to my little bro's house and i may or may not call the guys and used that key to get in?
Jk: u guys are unbelievable .
Yoongi:my little kookie how are u feeling .
Tae: heeey , he's my little kookie not urs .
Yoongi: shut up little shit i wasnt talking to u .
Tae: look kook . U stole my heart and my friends . What am i going to do now ?
Jk: all u gotta do is bare with it . I'm never giving u ur heart nor ur friends back . And yoongi hyung i'm feeling really fine. And i miss u guys so much .
Jin: i miss u too my child . Come to ur momma .
Jk: i cant walk hyung remember?
Jin: never mind i'll just come and hug the hell out of u because that's how much i miss u .
Jhope: u'll hurt the kid jin hyung let him live .
Jimin: when did he ever listen to us? He'll just do whatever he wants .
Jin came and hugged me so tight . Until tae separated us .
Tae: namjoon hyung take ur creepy crush away from my husband he'll kill him .
Namjoon blushed . Wait what ? Namjoon hyung likes jin hyung?
And jin hyung blushed too and immidiatly got away from me .
Namjoon: TAAAAE .
Tae: oopsie . Sorry not sorry . All u gotta do is kiss him now . I did alk the work .
We all laughed at namjoon and jin hyung's flustered selves and then we had a movie marathon , watching every horror movie we got in the house with me holding tae for dear life . This is really scary .