I hear beeping. Beep...... Beep......Beep. My eyes open slowly, trying to adjust to the bright light. I'm in the nurses room of the hospital. I look down and see I'm in a hospital gown, my scars showing. I'm too tired to do anything about it. Mr. Kim comes in the room.
"Hey Jimin." He greets.
"Hi." I try to speak as loud as I can.
"Are you feeling okay?" He asks.
"I'm Fine." I answer.
"You're mother and step father on on there way. Your fathers on a business trip and can't make it till Saturday." He says.
"That's not unusual." I mumbles.
"I'm Jimin you have to listen to me." He says.
I look at him.
"You haven't eaten anything since you got here." He state.
"I know that." I mutter.
"What do I need to do to get you to eat?" He asks.
"Tell me a reason to?" I ask.
"Tell me a reason that I should stay in the world were my parents didn't believe their own son about being raped?" I ask.
He just looks at me confused.
"Tell me a reason that I should stay in the world where I can't trust anybody?" I ask.
"Yoongi." He answers.
"What do you mean?" I ask.
"You like him." He comments.
"What are you talking about?" I ask.
He holds up my journal.
"You shouldn't have read that." I state.
"You almost died." He argues.
"I know." I mumble.
"Why didn't you tell him?" He asks.
"Why would I?" I ask.
"Because you like Yoongi and yoongi likes you." He says.
"It's not that easy." I argue.
"Why?" He asks.
"I can't do anything in a relationship. With everything that's happened to me I won't be able to give him anything that a normal person would want in a relationship." I explain.
"How do you know if you won't try?" He asks.
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The meaning of living| Yoonmin
FanfictionJimin is a suicidal 16 year old who goes to live at a mental health hospital. When he gets there he discovered his new roommate, Min Yoongi, is a total hottie. They become close friend and little by little they help each other discover the meaning o...