I was in nothing except for my bra and my panties. Harry and I had still been going at it. It felt so right, yet it felt so wrong.
Was I ready to do this?
Harry knew I was a virgin. I don't know if I feel like he's the right person to loose it too.
"Wait, wait." I said, pressing my hand against his bare chest.
"What's wrong?" He asked, breathing heavily.
How could I say this?
I just blurted it out.
"I'm not sure I'm ready." I said quietly.
He moved a little strand of hair from my face and pressed his forehead against mine.
"It's okay. I understand if your not ready." he whispered.
I sighed in relief. I was surprised he didn't start laughing and took off.
He respected my decision.
He got off of me and layed down next to me.
I was relieved knowing Harry actually respected my decision of putting my virginity on lock until waiting until I actually want to unlock it.
I rolled over, facing him. I looked into his gorgeous green orbs.
"Thank you." I whispered. He didn't say anything, he just pulled me closer.
I was so confused. I just saw Harry's rough side like five minutes ago, now his gentle side was coming in.
I didn't know which side I was falling for the most. I didn't even want to feel this way. Harry just made me feel so right... so confident about myself.
I didn't know what this was. What was this developing to? How did he feel?
What if I was just one of his girls he uses?
But then, if I was one of those girls, I would expect him to start laughing when I said I wasn't ready.
I felt Harry's fingers slowing tracing up and down my thighs as he closed his eyes. I just continued to look at him.
I couldn't figure him out.
I was determined to find out more about Harry. It was a must. I couldn't get over how gorgeous he was. How could a male be so .... flawless?
I could see Harry in my life, I wanted him in my life. I liked him so much. I was so interested him in. Yet, I wonder what was it about me that got him so interested?
I can't seem to put all the pieces together when it comes to Harry.
All I know is that I was absolutely crazy about him.
I looked at Harry to see he had fallen asleep. He looked so peaceful. No snoring, no nothing. I wasn't just going to wake him up so he can leave. Heck no.
I quietly released myself from his arms and got up from my bed. I went to my bathroom and brushed my teeth.
I walked over to my dresser and put on a oversized loose shirt. I turned off my light and dug my body underneath the covers.
I could feel Harry's warm body next to mine. I could hear the front door open, Talia must've been home.
I wonder what the hell she's going to think once she sees Harry in the morning.
I shut my eyes as I pulled myself closer to Harry's warm body. I found myself falling asleep in Harry's muscular arms.
A:N Chapter 8! Sorry for such a short chapter. Anyways, I hope you enjoyed this chapter (: by the way, thank you for over 70 views ((:
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