You've been waiting in a coffee shop near your apartment for about an hour now. Niall told you to meet him around 10am and it's almost an hour and he hasn't showed up.
You texted and called him but no answer or no reply. And it pisses you off. All you did is, you grab your shit together and walked back to your place.
It was 5pm when he called you.
"Now you remember?" You said not bothering to say hello
"I'm sorry, Hailee called and she needed me. I know what I said but I'll make it up for you." He said and you can picture him running his calloused fingers on his brunette hair
"You always say that. When are you going to do it?" You said in harsh tone
Since he had a relationship with Hailee, your friendship with Niall has changed.
He's been spending all of his freetime on her and nothing left for you. At first it was okay and you understand him, but it's been going on like this for months now and when you needed him the most, he's not there. Either he's busy in his album or he's with Hailee.
One time, you invited him to have lunch to your place and he said he couldn't come because he's not feeling well. But literally after an hour you saw on his ig story, he's spending his time with his girlfriend. You couldn't believe that he lied to you. The pain could've been lesser if he told you the truth.
"I know. I've been messing up. I promise tomorrow I'll go to your place and bring you good food. How's that sound?" He said
"I don't want food. I just want you to be there for me." You said tearing up
You miss your best friend so much. He's to busy having fun with his girlfriend and it hurts you because you're no longer the reason that makes him smile and laugh everyday.
"I promise tomorrow. Okay? I miss you so much (Y/N)."
"You're just saying that to make me feel better." You felt tears rolling down your cheeks "Don't say "I promise", when you really can't make it. Stop lying to me Horan."
"I know I've been breaking them. I'm sorry."
"Niall I'm tired of this. I know we've talked about it but nothing seems to go on the way we planned. When are you really going to be there for me?" You can't control your frustrations at him, you don't care if he heard you crying. You were tired and angry and you've been keeping these emotions too long and you need it to let it go.
You didn't let him answer. You were so mad at him. All you did is end the call and threw your phone across the room.
You cried and cried until you feel no tears to let out.
You knew that the moment he had a girlfriend, everything you had will change and be different.
He will have less time with you.
He will be busier.
And it hurts you because it did happen.
He changed.
He was not the Niall you knew.
He was not the best friend you had.
And you feel like your battling on your own.
You were tired.
You were tired of everything.
But the one thing you promised to yourself is always to be happy for him. To always be there when he needed you. To always support him in every decision he makes. Even it hurts you on the inside.
But that's okay.
If he's happy then you are too.
Because that's what he deserve.
Someday, he'll come running back to you.
And that is the only hope that's making you not give up on your frienship.
"Just hang in there." You told to yourself everytime before you go to bed.
He'll be back.
***
A little bit dramatic. I know.
Well I'm having this situation with my best friend right now and I miss her so much! But she's too busy doing some volleyball stuff and she's always with her boyfriend.
The last time I spent my time with her it was weeks ago. And I really need her but she couldn't be there for me. But it's okay. I can manage (?)
Anyways. Sorry for the delay. Hope you guys like it, if you did make sure to click that ⭐ button.
Again, thank you for all the support and patience. I appreciate you all!
Halloween series coming up!
xo.
-M
