Always, Marinette • adrienette au

24 || cemented

Dear Ladybug,

I can't even hold a pen anymore without shaking.

Always,
Marinette.

Dear Ladybug,

I feel cemented. My body won't move the way I want. It's like I'm not even in control anymore. I want it to stop. I'm begging it to stop.

Always,
Marinette.

Dear Ladybug,

I can't do it anymore. I can't breathe. It hurts so much. I can't do it anymore. I can't do it.

Always,
Mari

Ladybug,

I'm so tired all the time. I can barely lift my head. My whole body just aches. It won't stop. It won't stop. No matter how much I scream or cry the pain never stops

Mari

Lb,

People have stopped visiting. It's scary watching people leave

M

Lb,

I'm not eating the feeding tubes itches

Lb,

I want it out

Lb,

Breathing hurts

Lb,

The doctors aren't helping anymore they're making me comfortable

Lb,

I miss being normal

Mari

Lb,

Some days are better than others

Alw
Mari

Lb,

My mom sat with me and we cried for hours

M

Dear Ladybug,

I'm not even writing this a nurse is. She's really nice and helpful. I hope she takes me out to see the garden today. I am! I know you like the flowers. She understands that I like to be one with the flowers. The pinks ones are your favorite. Maybe she'll let me steal some for my room. As long as I can help! We're partners in crime ha! I can see her smiling so she must like the idea. Anyway my voice hurts so I'm going to stop talking now. Hopefully I can write soon. I'm sure you will find strength to soon. Don't give up. Keep fighting. I'll be here with you every step of the way. You better smile when you read what I wrote! Live for just a bit more Mari.

Always,
Marinette.

Lb,

I love Adrien and I'll never be able to tell him.

Alwa
Marinette

Lb,

My room is covered in pink flowers it's really nice

Alw
Mari

Lb,

I'm going to have to stop soon

M

Lb,

I don't want to stop. It takes me so much time and strength to do these. Wanna give it to Adrien

Lb,

I'm so tired.

Marinette