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Ashton Irwin #5

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Thanks for 3.6K reads ❤ also I felt like writing this in first person I don't know why haha enjoy x

"I love you babe."

"I love you too Ash." I kiss his nose and he smiles, "I'll be thinking of you out there."

He winks and pats my lower back and goes out onto the stage and Luke looks at me as he gets ready,

"I'll be thinking of you too..." He smiles shyly and he hugs me, "When are we going to-"

"Luke you know I want to...but I can't...you know how much that'd hurt Ashton don't you?"

"Yeah but I want us...dont you?"

"I do but-"

"Then there's nothing else to think about, Y/N...I'm in love with you." He kisses me lightly and pulls away, "After the show okay?"

"Luke-" He walks out on stage, putting the strap of his guitar over his shoulder and I blush and I look and I see Ashton staring at me, his fists clenched and he mouths something but I can't tell what it is.

Ashton refuses to play the first song, Michael gives me a look and I just stare dumb-founded at Luke who turns to Ashton,

"Mate?" Michael says. Ashton looks at him, then looks over to me and Luke tries to play it off,

"Yeah mate your girlfriend's pretty but we gotta show to play." Ashton crosses his arms and the sound techs all look confused and Ashton stands from his drums and walks off stage, snapping his drum-sticks in my face and I back off, blushing as he storms into his dressing room, shutting the door behind him loudly.

The rest of the guys take a break and walk off stage, Luke looks at me,

"What's his-"

"He saw Luke...he saw you and me..." He blushes,

"Oh shit..." I feel tears in my eyes and Luke tries to hug me but I push him off,

"STOP! Just leave me alone!" I run to the door of Ashton's dressing room and knock, "Ash! Ashton! Ashton Fle-" He opens the door and his face is red and puffy from crying, he looks at the ground and he chokes out,

"H-how long?" I hold his hands,

"Ashton I wasn't thinking-"

"You said you loved me...was it all just a game to you?"

"No Ashto-"

"Get your hands off me!" He pushes me away and I fight against his pushing and shoving and I hug him, he grunts in dis-approval and I sob into his chest,

"Ashton I wasn't thinking...We've been together for a whole year and I just didn't think...I was being selfish and I wanted-"

"Luke is better then me...isn't he?"

"No! You're perfect Ashton!" He shakes his head,

"Perfection doesn't get cheated on."

"I didn't cheat on you, that was the first kiss he's ever-" Ashton's breath is shaky,

"I loved you...I gave you my whole heart and you just...crushed it."

I hold Ashton on the couch and he clutches my shirt in his big hands, "

Fuck I hate myself for being so damn busy-"

"You are the best thing that ever happened to me." He looks at me,

"But-"

"Luke means nothing to me, I'm an idiot for letting it go on for as long as it did, Ashton please...please forgive me, I love you...only you, you were my first true love and you'll be my last-" He kisses me, holding my face in his hands and he smiles faintly,

"I...I love you..." He rubs his nose along my cheek and I kiss his forehead,

"You're perfect baby...My perfect boy." He smiles and I squeeze his bicep,

"Now go back out there and put on a kick-ass show for me." He stands,

"Fuck yeah." I kiss his cheek and he runs back onto the stage with Calum and Michael and Luke stares at me, "So..."

"Luke...I was so stupid to string you along and I know you hate me rig-"

"No its actually fine...I was stupid for thinking I ever had a chance with you anyways...glad it worked out." He backs up and walks out on stage and Ashton waves to me with a giant grin on his face as I smile back at him and notice Luke's sad expression as he shakily picks up where he left off.

Sighing, I look over to Ashton grinning his famous deep dimpled smile. I smile as I realised he's mine and I'm his, with that thought in mind I sit down as I hear them starting their song, and I smile.