The Princess And The Slave | Ot4

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The next day early in the morning, Ashton and Calum went to work giving Luke a kiss and obviously leaving Michael without one. Michael wasn't that hurt over it but he couldn't help but feel a little stinging sensation in his chest but he just shook it off not wanting it to affect him and his mood for the rest of the day.

Luke was too excited about what happened last night he felt amazing, the day after sex is awesome. Luke was so happy and energetic he had nothing to worry about, he had two amazing and loving doms that loved him and a happy best friend.

Michael tried staying strong after last night. He hated when people knew how he was actually feeling, he hated pity it made him feel like crap.

Michael started cleaning the living room as it was the first thing on his chores list.

Luke was bouncing on the couch as he was blabbering on and on about the doms and how loving they are towards him. It made Michael feel bad but he held it in and faked a smile just for Luke. Michael vacuum the living room hoping it would at least drown out Lukes voice which it did but soon enough Michael was done vacuuming and had to listen to Luke some more.

Don't get him wrong, Michael loved Luke but right now he doesn't want to talk about the doms he wanted to talk about his school or just anything else because it made him feel sad that the doms loved Luke but not him. Michael's mad at himself for not being perfect, he's made for not being Luke or as perfect as him but most of all he's mad that he's not enough for anyone has lived his whole life being second to Luke's so he should be used to it but he's not he can't stop the feeling of self loathing everytime someone picks Luke over him ya it hurts and it hurts even more when both of your doms has a favorite and well pretty much hates you but treats the other one like a princess well they treat the not perfect one like trash and a slave in this case Luke is the princess and Michael is the slave.

Michael moved on the bathroom as he cleaned the sink. Luke sat in the tub as he talked about the school and how he's getting all A's in his class.

'Great' Michale thought, another thing Luke's better than him at. Luke was always good at school and Michael tried too hard to be good in school for his parents but he couldn't. School was just so hard for him and he always got C's and B's. Even Michael's parents liked Luke better, Luke would always get praised by his mom and dad while he got a good job or just a pat on the back or a lecture for not being perfect in school like Luke is. That hurt Michael, his own parents liked Luke over him.

"Good job Lukey I'm proud of you, keep up the good work ok?" Michael faked a smile yet again at Luke as he moved on from the bathroom.

"Do you need help, Mikey?" Luke asked.

Michael just shook his head, it was one of Michael's new rule. He couldn't have any help with his chores so Luke couldn't help him or he would be punished badly.

"Are you sure?" Luke asked; he wanted to help Michael. He felt bad that he had to do all of the chores.

"Yes Lukey, I'm fine thank you for the offer why don't you tell me about your friends at school?" Michael changed the subject. Luke was easily you distracted.

"Well there's these guys: Alex and Jack they're so super cool and they're like my best friend now-"

Michael drowned out Luke's voice with his thoughts swarming his head. Even Luke didn't like him anymore it hurts to know that his best friend hated him and he got new friends to replace him. Michael always knew this day was going to come he was just waiting for it, just waiting for the day that Luke was going to drop him for some better and perfect friends.

Michael was just waiting for the day that his doms would drop him as well, it hurt because he knew it was true he wasn't perfect or beautiful he wasn't good at school and he wasn't a good sub all he was good for was being a slave and that's what he is he's a slave for his doms and that hells ever be; is just a slave.

Luke started talking about him having sex with Ashton and Calum now and that stung a lot for Michael he could feel tears pricking at his eyes but he wouldn't let them fall he couldn't be weak and pathetic in front of Luke he just won't. 

Michael's chest hurt a lot it, felt like someone was stabbing him repeatedly trying to crave and take his heart out of his chest and he doesn't mind because maybe if he doesn't have a heart he couldn't feel the pain he was feeling he wanted to be numb he wanted to forget all of the pain in his life caused by everyone he has ever loved. Michael was hurting and he wanted it to stop, he needed the pain to stop he needed it all of it to stop. All of the pain all of the words Everything in his life he needed it to stop. Michael just wanted to be happy, was that too much to ask for he wanted to be perfect he wanted to be loved he just couldn't take feeling like this any longer he needed everything stop once in for all. He was drowning and everyone and everything was pulling him under the current by every second he was dying a little bit inside more and more until he couldn't help but let the water in fully and he could finally be happy away from all the pain that everyone has caused him. 

Michael Clifford could finally be happy but only if he was dead.

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My emotions! UGH. 

Hope you guys liked this chapter and felt the feels because I sure did ;)

I'm laughing away the pain.