The Curvy Bet

Chapter 18

OLIVIA'S POV 

I laid in my bed not wanting to get up, ignoring the calls of my family. I wanted to be alone, I wanted to shut myself from the outside world. 

For the first time I thought I actually had a chance at finding love. People basically  always say that its hard for bigger people to find love and I whole heartedly believe that its true. Its hard because you always feel self concious about your weight.

I wish there was a world where looks and size don't matter, but a wish is simply a wish nothing more.

"Is this all you can do Olivia?" I quietly asked myself

'The old Olivia would never in her wildest dreams feel sorry for herself because some guy decided he wanted to break her heart. The old Olivia would be fantazing about guys and love not just feel the effects of having it backfire'

I feel dirty, I feel as if I have to redeem myself, I don't care about Blake anymore. 

I want this year to end as fast as it can and then I don't have to see their faces anymore not just Blake or even Stacy, I want to get away from this place as fast as I can. 

I want to start college and finally get away from my problems.... Blake 

"I'm done with you Blake" I said as I slipped into my bathtub to sink into the relaxing water 

"Done" I whispered and a tear rolled down my face 

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Monday morning came which means I have to see Blake. I told Kathy that Blake and I broke up and the reason why we did and all weekend she kept insisting she comeover so that we could have some girl time. I refused, honestly because I can't bare the thought of me crying so hard again

Kathy picked me up from my house and we got into school. Immediately I saw Blake holding hands with Elise...

Wait Elise went here?... of course she must've come to this school, her father must've said something that slipped my mind.... great, just great 

Blake and Elise were where the popular crowd was 

"So thats the bitch that he cheated on you with huh?" Kathy growled 

"yeah, lets not talk about" I said and immediately went straight for my locker which was seriously past the popular kids 

As I passed the popular group, I felt all of them stare at me as I fast walked to my locker. 

I got the items i needed and proceeded to walk looking only at my shoes but thats when I ran into someone

"Sssorry" I whispered

"Its no problem" the person i ran into said... wow a manly deep voice that made my bones shiver 

I bent over to pick up the contents that fell out of my bag, while the stranger helped me 

He kneed down to pick up the remaining contents of my stuff and stood up

short wavy brown hair, gorgeous blue eyes, and a great body to go along with it... HOT DAMN! he looked to be about 6'2 

"Here you go cutie" the sexy man said to me then winked 

"Oh thank you" I said 

"Hey I was wondering if you could show me around the school.. I'm kinda new" He said holding up his new schedule

Another hottie wants to get to know me...great... just after I broke things of with that dumbass. Just thinking of him makes my heart hurt even more