P S Y C H O •zuckles•

.9

I woke up to snoring in my ear, looking over Masons face was towards me and his mouth was wide open. I giggle and got out of bed.

We had nothing planned for this week, Mason wanted everything to be a surprise for the both of us. So I grabbed a jumper and leggings with my makeup and made my way to the bathroom. Remembering last night I smiled a bit, he didn't care about my scars he just cared about making me happy again...

I stripped out of my pajamas and put on my new clothes.

Not wanting to go all out I just applied some powder, mascara, and did my eyebrows and called it good. My hair still needed to be done badly and trimmed up. Maybe we could do that this week.

I turned around bumping into Mason, "oh shit I'm sorry!" I apologize moving aside "stop apologizing cunt it was my fault" he chuckled and grabbed his toothbrush starting to brush his teeth. I took the other sink to brush mine.

Once I finished Mason was already in the room changing not caring I was here. I looked at my phone seeing a bunch of messages from Cameron and my mom

Cam- please tell me where u are

Cam- I'm worried okay?

Cam- I don't trust mason with u

Mom- sweetheart is everything okay?

Cam- Phoenix please

Mom- call when you can

I immediately called my mom seeing her message.

"Phoenix?"
"Hey mom..."

"Where are you? Cam is very worried"

"I just needed a break mom.."

"Everything getting to you?"

"Pretty much. I just need to breathe"

"Okay. You know I'm always here if you need me"

"I know mom. I love you"

"I love you too sweetheart. Bye"

We hang up and Mason was looking at me "you okay?" He asked and I nod my head.

He hold his hand out and I grab it standing up "let's go I know what we can do today" he smiles and we both exit the hotel room.

We order another Uber and once again he didn't tell me where we were going. I lay my head against the cold window daydreaming as trees rush past.

Coming to a stop Mason pays the man and we get out in front of a building, he quickly pulls me in before I could read the sign. We were greeted at the front desk and the lady smiled at us.

"Hello how may I help you?" She asked "30 minutes please?" He handed her some money and she nods motioning us to follow her.

Where the hell are we going?

We kept walking down the hall way till we stopped in front of white full body suits and goggles.

"We inquire safety precautions when breaking glass. Goggles are to protect your eyes and the suits protect any flying shard damages to the rest of your body. When you're in the room there are no rules just break glass. Have fun!" She walks off and I look at Mason. "Breaking shit is a good stress reliever for me but I can't do it on a daily cause that'd be illegal so I come to these types of places where it is legal." He chuckled slipping on everything.

The lady comes back pushing a cart full of glass bowls, plates, cups, even tvs and shit. "You get this room and he will get the one across from you." She unlocks the door and slides the cart in. After dressing I go in and se closes the door behind me setting Mason up. I pick up a bat and set a cup down on the batting pole.

Does this shit really work?

I reeled back and full forced hit the cup shattering it. Seeing the pieces hit the brick wall and shatter more was satisfying. I smile and sigh a bit looking over at Mason who was giving me a thumbs up through the window as he started breaking his shit.

I kept going smashing everything that I had picked up.

"I'm sorry but if you can not financially support him we can not keep him on life support"

I started slamming down on the tv and breaking the screen.

"Your mother has a year left to live. I'm sorry"

Breaking the tv in halve I grab some plates and frisbee disc it against the wall.

"There is a way for you to pay for your father. Let's see how well that mouth will treat a doctor"

At this point I was drop kicking cups and punching the bowls until something held me back and pulled me in a hug. I inhaled the familiar scent. It was Mason. I didn't even realize it but I was crying, besides the blood dripping down my hands there were tears starting to pool inside the goggles.

The lady kicked us out after finding out I had punched the glass saying I was immature but Mason knew there was a reason behind it. Once we got back to the hotel he was cleaning my hands and patching up the cuts. He sighs rubbing my hands "what happened" he looks at me with worry in his eyes "I just... Released too much anger that had been built inside of me" I sighed as well leaning back on the bed. Mason cleans up and puts the cleaning supplies away and lays next to me.

We both laid on our backs and stared at the ceiling.

"I got sexually harassed by my fathers doctor when I was 13." I didn't even mean to start talking. Everything started to spill out. "It was so weird... My mom and I were visiting my father for the last time and she left to go somewhere but I stayed there by my dads side crying. The doctor came in and looked around asking if my mom was here. I said no and he set his clipboard down and sits on the bed that was next to my fathers. He said there was a way for me and my mom to pay for my dads life support and I of course asked how... He then asked if I would do anything for it... I of course said yes and then he..." I choked feeling a tear slip down my temples. Mason sighs and pulls me in for a hug "you don't have to say anymore" he rubs my back kissing my forehead a bit. I just sobbed in his chest.

I've never told anyone before and it felt so good to let it off my chest.

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Sorry for the slow updates your girl is SICK AGAIN!!! Like hella sick. I've been feeling like icky for the past few days but I was just hanging out with my boyfriend yesterday and now I'm like dying and I feel like this is the end for me 😂😂 anyways fun fact when doctors test to see if you have the flu they swab your FUCKING NOSTRIL.

That's all folks.