P S Y C H O •zuckles•

2.5

You may be thinking that a day has passed and it's the morning. But you're wrong.

"Who are you talking to?" Mason shouts from the living room as I sit on the toilet with my phone "No one piss off" I shout back and started doing things on my phone.

Mason has been here for about a week now. I keep telling him to go home and he tells me no, I then threaten him that i'll kick him out but i never do.

Flushing the toilet I make my way out to see Mason on the couch. Like everyday I talk to him "Go home" I fold my arms across my chest "are you gonna take me back?" - "Who cheated on who?" I asked and he sighed "I know I fucked up Phoenix but please just forgive me i can't stand another day with out holding you or loving on you... please let me make it up to you..." he was begging to me basically on his knees.

"Fine.. but if i'm not impressed by the end of the day you have to go home" I say and his eyes light up "Okay and if I win you have to give me another chance!" He says and we shake on it. He instantly leaves the apartment but comes back "Wear something comfortable" He says then leaves again. Why did I agree to this?

I went into the bathroom again to take a shower, I have no clue what he has in mind but I don't want to smell or feel gross. I hop in the shower and start rising my body under the shower head.

I hate giving people second chances...

"Phoenix..." Cam rubs my back and I continued to sob "...I'll beat his ass if you want me too" He tries cheering me up but his 15 year old body couldn't even hurt a fly.

Flynn Jayce broke up with me today after we had dated for 3 months. I was mainly dating him to try and forget that I liked Cam and it was working but he broke up with me because he wanted to focus on video games more.

I rolled over and laid on my back, I knew i probably looked terrible but Cam still smiled at me and looked past it. That's why I fell for him... He always looks past my flaws... "We can go get some ice cream..." He says and I nod getting up.

We mad our way to the ice cream parlor when my phone started to ring. I flipped it open seeing it was Flynn.

"Hello?"

"Hey baby.. I miss you
can we talk about this?"

I almost was happy hearing that... I told him in 30 minutes to come over to my house and we can talk.

Well...

We tried it out for another month or two but then he cheated on me but with a guy.

The shower was turning cold, I got out and dried myself off and blow dried my hair. Keeping the towel around my chest I applied some mascara and combed my eyebrows a bit so they didn't look funky and went to my room to change into a jumper and joggers. My hair was growing out fast and I could put it into a bun now so I need to get it done soon.

My phone dinged and it was Mason saying to come outside.

I made my way to the lobby where Mason was parked. "How did you get a car?" I get in and he shrugs "your boss let me barrow it" He drives off and I look at him "my boss?" I asked and he nodded "I had a couple people help me with this project" He smiled and I just shook my head looking out the window.

After an hour of driving he tells me to close my eyes, it didn't matter anyways because of how dark it had gotten we could barely see anything anyways. I could feel he put the car into park and I heard him get out of the car and open my door.

"Grab my hand" he says and I reach out feeling his hand connect with mine. He then proceeded to lift me up and carry me bridal style "hey!" I open my eyes and look at him but he then blows on my face "cover your eyes" he says and I close them rolling them internally. He started walking and it seemed like an uneven surface so I was kinda glad I didn't walk with my eyes closed with a retard guiding me.

He gently sits me down and I open my eyes and see a blanket sprawled along the grass with little lights around it.

"I know you like astronomy things so I thought we could watch the stars together?" He goes over and lays down on the blanket patting it for me to sit.

I lay down next to him staring at the clear sky.

"Phoenix I truly do love you..." He reaches and grabs my hand holding it as we stared at the stars "...you mean the world to me and I would never do this if I didn't love you... I fucked up and I understand and don't blame you for hating me for what I did but I wouldn't ever do that to you again... I couldn't... seeing your face and how broken you looked it killed me." He sits up and looks at me in the eyes holding my hand still.

His eyes glistened with tears but none ever fell "Phoenix I was fucked up without you and I know if i don't get you back i'm done walking up without you... i'm done sleeping without you... i'm done eating without you.... i'm done living without you." He reaches into his back pocket and takes something out.

"You have done nothing but been the best person to be with and it felt amazing that I was the only one that caught your interest and I want to make you feel the same because you deserve everything and more..."

He lifts up a box and opens it up revealing a necklace that had a small sunflower emblem onto it.

I sit up and look at the necklace in awe "will you be my girlfriend...? Will you let me make this right again...?" He smiled a bit once I looked at him.

"Mason... I..." I was speechless...

"No..."