Today was the day that Mason was going back to Australia. I still haven't decided if I wanted to go live with him and the guys or not. I'd be leaving behind everything and I don't know how to feel about that. Mason let me have his pink hoodie and it smells like his cologne with a mix of weed.
"You gonna be alright?" Mason says to me and I nod. We were at the airport dropping mason off, I was sitting in the car with my legs out and Mason was in between them giving me a big hug. "I promise we will see each other soon" he places both hands on the sides of my face and places his lips onto mine. "This was fun thank you for making me happier" he smiles at me and I smile back "we can discord and FaceTime anytime you want. I barely record and I have a shitty upload schedule so I'm free a lot" I giggle at his remark and Cameron hands him his bags "see yah mate" they bro hug and Mason turns to me "I'll text you when I land" I nod "be safe" I wave at him and he heads inside.
Cam and I get back inside the car and drive to the apartment.
"Hey I know this is probably a dick move but you should start looking for jobs" he says and I sigh "I know" I lean my head against the window watching the trees rush by. "If you want we can always..." - "I don't know Cam I know what you're gonna ask and I don't know" I sighed and he just kept quiet.
Ever since he started YouTube he's always wanted me to do it as well. He says it's better then having an actual job and it pays well if you don't get demonetized which he does all the time. I have too much anxiety to start YouTube I would be afraid of what people thought of me and how I looked. I just closed my eyes and let the sound of the rain hitting the car put me to sleep.
I woke up to the jingling of keys. Opening my eyes I'm met with the look of Cameron's legs and the floor. "Did you really throw me over your shoulder and carry me like this?" I smack his back as he finally got the door open "I didn't want to wake you up" he said slamming me onto the couch "that'd be better than this" I groaned and got up.
The apartment seemed so quiet it reminded me of when mother and I went home after dad died. The house was silent.
"You miss him don't you?" Cameron looked at me and I nodded "hey how about we look for a job for you to start till you figure out if you want to do YouTube" I nodded and we both go to his recording room and he sits down in his chair and starts typing in google.
I pulled up a chair next to him and looked at the options. "Stripper?" He looked at me and I pushed his face playfully and he chuckled "there's a coffee shop near here looking for a positive worker"
"Cameron please... every main character in romance fanfics are coffee shop workers"
He looks at me for a second "what?" - "I mean I'm not a positive person" he nods "ah that's right okay next one" he keeps scrolling and stops immediately "look! A guy is looking for a person to be their side person to help around the house organize files help with paper work and it's $15 an hour" he said and automatically started to email him "woah you didn't even get my saying in it!" I said and he shrugs "I know you're amazing at helping people and this isn't too bad it's almost like being a secretary. It's perfect"
He sends the email and smiles at me. Now we wait....
An hour went by and nothing had shown up. I was currently in the kitchen mixing mint ice cream with vanilla ice cream and took my large concoction to the living room. I heard my phone ding and I instantly looked at it.
Macey💘
Just got in my car wanted to
let you know I'm safe ❤️
Okok glad you're safe
text me when you're home 😘
Delivered 4:07 pm
I took a large bite of my ice cream while I heard Cameron laughing in his recording room. He started filming soon after he sent the email and he's still recording. He takes forever to record and edit.
It felt lonely and quiet without Mason I rested my head on my hand and sighed. My phone dinged and it was Mason.
Macey 💘
Wanna ft qt?
I grabbed my phone and quickly went into my room and placed my phone on my dresser and hit the FaceTime button.
Couple rings later Masons face that I missed so much appeared on my screen.
"Hey there I miss you already cunt" he smiled and I nodded "I miss you too" I sighed. "I see you're still wearing my hoodie?" He chuckled and I blushed a bit "I don't wanna take it off. It smells like you and keeps me comfortable" I pull the sleeves down a bit covering my hands. "I definitely miss being able to hold you. Your body against mine..." his grin fades to a faint smile and so does mine.
"It's okay we will see each other soon enough and who knows you still have an option of living with me" he shrugs and I just sat there. "I'm applying for a job very soon" I told him changing the subject "that's amazing what will you be doing?" - "kinda like a secretary for a person you know? I'm gonna get good money for it too." He looked at me almost in a proud way "I'm so happy for you. You're doing something both Cam and I are too lazy to do"
"what about me?"
Cam walks in and looks at me then at Mason "ah starting this already" he ruffles my hair and I playfully smack him "Oi cunt! I miss you the most" Mason blows a kiss from the phone and Cameron catches it and places it on his heart "gayzo" I push Cam and he chuckled "you're just jealous" he smiled at me and wraps his arms around my shoulders "take good care of her for me cunt" Mason says "of course I'll fuck her real good" Cameron jokes around and Mason frowns
"HELL NO. NO DICK TO PUSSY ACTION!!" Cam and Mason start to bicker back and forth and I just smile.
I'm glad I have these two dorks in my life.
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