P S Y C H O •zuckles•

1.8

I felt paper being slapped on my face. I look up to see Cameron smiling widely at me. "What the fuck.." I groan picking up whatever he threw on my face. I open my eyes fully looking and the two pieces of paper. Seeing it was plane tickets to Melbourne, Australia.

I quickly shot up and looked at him "seriously?" I smiled and he nods and I hugged him "but why?" I ask "because the guys have still been bothering me to move to Australia so we're going there to look for a house, till we get a place we will stay with them." I let him go and took a step back "Cameron did you forget that I have to take care of my mom?" I didn't mean to snap at him but it's pretty bold of him to assume I can move to another continent. "I just got my first job and I'm happy with it I'm not scared, I'm not paranoid about doing something wrong" I say with tears in my eyes.

He quickly hugs me and rubs my back "calm down... I'm sorry I shouldn't of forced you into this. How about this come with me to look at houses and if you still feel the same when we come back to pack my shit you can stay here in New Zealand." He sighs and lets me go. There was silence in the room and I just sighed. "Okay..." he gives me one last hug and walks out. The tickets said we were leaving in 3 hours so I pack some clothes.

Australia is hot which sucks for me because of my body and how insecure I am of it... of my scars.

I just packed long pants trying to grab the thinnest pants I could find which were mainly leggings. I threw in his hoodie and some shirts with my toiletries and extra shoes. I put on some leggings with pockets to put my phone in and a tank top with a hoodie over it that says "humans are shit" I slip on my checkered vans and threw my bag over my shoulders. I didn't bother with my hair which was in a messy low pony tail, which with my short hair left mainly baby hairs to dangle, and I didn't bother with makeup.

Cam was on his phone wearing some sunglasses as he looked up at me he smiles and hands me some sunglasses as well. I take them and place them on and we head out.

On our way to the airport I put in headphones and watched outside the window.

Hearteater, why'd you eat my heart alive?
Still breathing, why you looking so surprised?
Hearteater, try but you will not suffice
Hearteater, why'd you eat my heart alive?
Still breathing, why you looking so surprised?
Hearteater, try but you will not suffice

Ooh, you're poison
Poison, filled with poison
Fill my veins with poison
Poison, filled with poison

Hearteater, why'd you eat my heart alive?
Still breathing, why you looking so surprised?
Hearteater, try but you will not suffice
Hearteater, why'd you eat my heart alive?
Still breathing, why you looking so surprised?
Hearteater, try but you will not suffice

Cam put the car in park the parking spot that he rented for the next couple days. Getting our luggage out we head to the airport seeing our flight was in a half an hour so we found what gate our plane was loading at and started to head up. Getting situated in our seats I continued to play my music to have the anxiety drown out. Cam patted his shoulder and I laid my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes.

I forgot to pack my medicine which I didn't want to tell Cameron cause he'd be upset so I just tried my best to keep calm. But once we started taking off I was gripping Cameron's arm but he didn't seem to mind.

We were fully in the air... the full 30,000 feet from the ground...

I will admit the view is beautiful. I look down at my phone seeing 10 messages from Mason.