Irrelevant. [Random]

Hello hello

Hello my beautiful bEANS ❤️❤️

Just dropping by to say haaaayyy

Also,, I think I've decided I will start updating this thing once a week.  I wanna talk to you guys more, and I like to think you all are interested in what's been going on in my life? Maybe?

So first thing's first, I may jinx myself but honestly I'm thriving.  I have so many wonderful people in my life right now.  I've been chatting with some of my high school friends recently too and it's sooo nice to catch up.  They're just as silly as they used to be and I love having them around.  I doubt I'll ever get to actually hang out with them again, but it's good to just chat online when we have a spare moment.

Second, writing has become such a serious thing for me.  Like, it used to just be fun- now it's fun but it's also something I could literally see myself doing for money.  I actually want to do something that involves writing bc how cool would that be!! Idk if I'll make it very far but you know 🤷🏻‍♀️

Third, I've been losing a lot of weight recently.  I have no idea why.  I eat normal and pretty healthy at that.  I don't exercise- but my job involves me running from the front of the store to the back and lift boxes up to 30lbs every single shift from 6-8 hours so I assume that is the reason why.  Being out of school means I work more, and just means I do a lot of running.

Fun fact,, so many people think I literally have one single assigned job every time I go into my work.  I'm actually a cashier lead. I'm like a lowkey manager but not really a manager?? I tell my cashiers what to do and I'm in charge of everything to do with the registers, but I don't get paid for it.  That being said, I also run shipment and I do sales... as well as clean everything and organize the back room when needed, etc.  I literally do so much it's crazy.  And I HAVE to do all of this bc I'm one of the only people at my work that can do my job well!! Like seriously? We have 80 employees right now and only 3 of us are good.  Smh.

ANYWAYS it's a fun job and I love it!!

Also side bar,, I've been getting told lately that I look VERY small?  Like I don't feel like I've lost weight but my boyfriend said to me, "Sam you look really thin today."  And I just brushed it off like meh he's just being nice.  Well then the next day my mom looked at me and goes "are you eating? You look anorexic"

—- UM I LOVE FOOD THANK YOU I literally eat too much all the time until my stomach hurts like- I don't know what else to do??  I feel fine!!

Anyway so my boyfriend and I went to an arcade yesterday and we played Pac-Man SO much that we both literally made the leader board (we are the top two names)

It was so much fun even though I couldn't rank above him bc he sucks but whatever

I had STRATEGIES he just did random stuff like I deSERVED that fiRST PLACE but I'm totally not bitter.....

Also not to be too forward but we've been looking at things like this:::

Um yeah tell me your thoughts on that issue ^^'

I know you guys are like sick of looking at us by now but like seriously he makes me so happy it's not even funny 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

What else can I tell you???

Ummm officially starting this new university I have a 4.0 GPA.  Pretty excited about that bc it leaves room for my inevitable slip ups.  Also;; my boyfriend is all like "U DONT NEED TO WORRY ABOUT SCHOOL U R FINE ULL BE FINE" but I'm still over here sweating like WOW I BARELY GOT AN A WITH THE SKIN OF MY TEETH AND I'm just stupid ok

Honestly I feel like I've grown up a lot.  A long time ago, I'd come on here so much and worry about so many stupid things and cry over everything.  I was the biggest fangirl and freaked out over every celebrity etc- and now like I still loooove bands and Youtubers but I'm not blog-obsessed with anyone.  Like I don't worship the ground they walk on.  Idk maybe that's why I have no inspiration to create new fan fictions? Like no shade to anyone that does those!! I just think I've reached the point in my life where I'm like,, yano I wanna write something FURREAL I'm too old for fan fictions

(Still gotta finish my TMNT series tho don't worry I'm excited about that)

I sound so boring 😥😥  I promise I'm not an old lady I'm literally not even 21 yet (but bet y'all I'm gonna have some fun when I am)

I'm honestly still a child.  Like deep down I laugh at spongebob and have a heart for TMNT.  I love superheroes and animated movies.  There are some anime's I love too, like Clannad and Death Note and SAO.  But overall I'm just an adult that is expect to do adult things.... 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️

I'm literally just blabbering at this point

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