"you boys should be careful next time. and seunghwan when did you start to learn driving?" says juyeon.
"it's okay juyeon, it's fine now. stop scolding them." i mumbled and slurp the chocolate shake that hyunjae gave me. juyeon continue to budge so i seize his hands and shove it into the pocket of my oversized sweaters.
his face turned red, so as his ears. i quietly giggle and signal the four boys to go now, as i mouthed. "i'll take care of this." and winked. i saw byeonghee mouthed 'thank you' before leaving and jinsung saluted right before the door closes.
"w-what a-are y-you doing?" says juyeon while shuttering. i look at him with over flowing emotions. "juyeon, do you think there is a possibilty that later on i'll start to like you too?" out of nowhere i said.
"what do you mean? i like you but i won't force you to like me back. i can wait eunha, i can wait." he replied.
"i dont deserve you juyeon. i dont deserve your treatment. you're just too perfect for me."
***
it's afternoon, few more hours and my shift will end soon. presently, im fixing my things just incase director-nim would change his mind and make me work overtime. no kidding.
"hey. eunha can we talk for a minute?"
its jacob. i know its him. i recognize his voice more than anyone. i turn around and reply, "what do you wanna talk about?"
"i wanna say sorry for everything. and can i uhm...." he replied, wasn't able to finish his words because he walked towards me and surprisingly wrap me around his arms. my eyes widen together with my face heating up. i don't know why but it just did.
"a-ah j-jacob you're suffocating me." i replied with my one eye open, secretly peeking on his face. i heard him chuckle and reply, "nice try eunha. can we just please stay like this, for one more minute?"
i wasn't able to answer him, instead i likewise wrapped my arms on his body.
i know its not right to act this way but all i thought at this moment, i wanna slow down the time so that one minute could last longer. i don't want him to leave me again. i don't want this to end yet.
and one thing i know for sure,
i still fucking love you bae joonyoung.