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So I over-estimated myself. Apparently I can't handle writing a chapter a week. I'm super super sorry that I haven't updated forever. Everything's been so messed up here lately. I can't even update weekly. Oh I don't love it, I don't love it, but that's okay. Cuz I love me yeah. Everything's gonna be alright, everything's gonna be okay. It's gonna be a good good life. That's what my therapist say...

I'M A  FRICKING MESS OKAY!

Me singing that song lmao. (If you didn't get that, go listen to 'I'm a Mess' Bebe Rexha. )

Anyways, yeah. This is my writing process: 

I'm gonna go write another chapter!

thinking. I have enough time to watch Youtube. ONEEEE video. 

5 Youtube video's later. 

thinking. I'mma go write that chapter now. Oops. Dinner time. 

After dinner. 

thinking. I really should get onto that-OH SHIT I HAVE A FRENCH TEST TOMORROW!

2 hours later

thinking. I'm hungry.

After snack. 

thinking. I have other homework to do. 

After. 

thinking. Finished homework. tired af. but at least ik all the irregular verbs in passe compose(don't know how to do accents,) and my other homework, that i will forget about in two weeks, but will still SURELY benefit me later in life (having trouble at the store? I'm totally gonna whip out a notebook and start drawing decimal diagrams or wtvr,) 

So yeah. That's why it takes me forever to update. Stupid excuses ik. And there's other stuff, but let's not go there. And yes I know that I sound super negative about school, I get that learning math, and reading and writing will benefit me. I just don't enjoy it. Just suck it up and deal with it sis. 

Well I'm actually gonna go start writing that chapter. Hopefully y'all aren't mad at me. 

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


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