Why now?

Wanting her back

Gabe laid on the couch staring at the ceiling. He couldn't get her face out of his head. He knew what he did was stupid and wrong, but he did it and he couldn't take it back.

"Levantarse Gabriel." (Get up Gabriel) His mom said coming into the living room.

"I don't want to. What reason do I have to get up?" He rolled over and hugged the pillow.

"Yo no voy a decir a usted otro vez. Conseguir su culo hasta." (I'm not going to tell you again. Get your ass up.)

"Why! She's gone and she's never coming back!" He yelled.

"It's not her fault she's gone." Dana said coming down the stairs.

"No ayudar." (Not helping) She shook her head.

"You sulking on the couch isn't gonna get her back either." Cole said.

Cassidy and Cole had decided to go on a vacation. They needed a little time to be a family with just Shawn. Gabe sat up and sighed.

"Por que no te vas despues de su?" (Why don't you go after her)

"Because what if she doesn't take me back? I can't.... I can't lose her again mom."

"My darling baby boy," She patted his head "It's your fault she's gone."

Gabe stared at his mom in disbelief.

"Mom!"

"I'm sorry, pero its true. Gabe you're the one who decided to lay in bed with Alex. Why you would do that is beyond me. Baby did Lori not give you what you... needed? Did she not... satisfy your.... needs?"

"Oh my god mom!" Gabe got off the couch and walked upstairs to his room.

He laid on the floor not wanting to lay in the bed. He stared at the ceiling and watches the stars.

"I want to look at the stars when I sleep."

"Then we will cover the whole ceiling with stars."

"I love you my batman."

"I love you too."

Gabe smiled at the memory and sighed. He needed her.

"You're stupid you know. I know I have no right saying this because I'm new here and everything... but you really messed things up with her. She loved you man, and you went with your ex. For what? To see if there were any feelings left?" David said as he leaned against the door.

"I know."

"Why did you do it?" He sat on the floor.

"I don't know. I just... I don't know why I did it. I just wanted Alex to finally leave me and Lori alone. I wanted her out of our lives so we could finally be a couple."

"You guys already were a couple. You're the one who let Alex back in."

Will shouted for David and he got up "She deserves better." was the last thing David said before heading downstairs.

"I know." Gabe got up and opened the balcony door.

He ripped off the bed sheets and threw them over and onto the ground. He did the same with the bed and everything that reminded him of Alex.

Natalia frowned and watched as Gabe threw the stuff out and slid down the railing crying. She knew she should be mad at him the way everyone else was. But she knew that if he was hurting, Lori would be too.

"I need her." He whispered.

She opened her mouth to say something but closed it and walked away. Will hugged her from behind once she was in the living room and they sat down watching 'Never Been Kissed'