The Freak With The Pink Hair

Talking It Out

Addison was sitting in her bedroom with her guitar just playing around

She really needed to apologize to Seth but she didn't know how. She felt as though he would never forgive her but she knew Seth

Seth was the sweetheart with the two toned hair and the gap tooth grin, who smiled at life like he had no issues and who loved with no ease

That's the kind of guy Seth was, she knew he would forgive her but she didn't want to give him some half-assed excuse or apology. She wanted to make it worth it

Seth was someone who loved her and she loved Seth to. She loved Seth of course she did, but as far as she loved Seth, she was madly in love with Dean.

She wanted Seth to know just how sorry she was, she couldn't take knowing she hurt Seth.

She looked up as the window opened and Dean came through, stretching his back and then he smiled at her

"Hey Adds," he said as he came over to sit with her

"Hey Dean," she replied, rubbing her fingers over the smoothness of her guitar

Dean watched her lyric sheet and frowned, he glanced at Addison as she tapped her nails on her guitar

"Why do you care about him that much?" Dean asked and she looked at him and tilted her head

"I love him," she said and his face fell

"I can't be with him because I love you alot but I do love him, and I hurt him," she said the last part sadly

"About that, I was thinking we could start over?" He asked and she sighed

"Dean- you really hurt me, you made me feel like I wasn't important to you, like you never fucking cared about me, that I could have disappeared off the face of the earth and you wouldn't have cared," she admitted and Dean shook his head

"Renee told alot of people how you called me 'The Freak With The Pink Hair' and how you said you were only pretending to be my friend," he replied and Addison's blood boiled

"And you believed her?" She asked and Dean bit his lip and nodded

"Bad idea huh?" He asked sadly

"Dean," she said softly really looking at him

His hair had grown out a bit from the last time he cut it and now it nearly reached his shoulders, he had it slicked back and it accentuated his perfect face even more

"I loved you, like I had never loved anyone else. Seth was an amazing guy who would have given me this perfect, dreaming of a white Christmas, fairytale romance," she told him and Dean frowned

"But even with all that in mind, I couldn't stop thinking about this little blue eyed punk who has these gorgeous dimples and smile and even though he has aspergers, I still loved him and wanted to be with him ever step of the way. I love you Dean and only you, how could you ever think I'd hurt you like that?" She asked and Dean sighed

"You do realize how hot you are right?" He then asked and she tilted her head

"Almost every guy in school wants you. You're beautiful, you're smart and sweet and caring, and funny and- don't you realize how the guys at school look at you?" He asked and she shook her head

"No, I don't see anyone looking at me, because I'm always too busy looking at you," she replied and Dean blushed and looked down, trying to hide his smile

"If you wanna start over from scratch, we can." She told him

"But if you'd rather we put everything behind us and get together, we can do that to," she then said

"Well I don't know what I want now, because on one hand, I know how badly I hurt you and I don't know if rushing into anything is wise, at the same time though, I really don't wanna wait." He said and she smiled, glad he was thinking so in depthly about this

"Okay then take some time, we'll figure it out together," she told him

"Can I um-" he paused and tried to reword his question

"Can we like, you know," he said moving his hands in circles around each other as if that illustrated what he wanted. She had a fair idea of what he was asking though

"Yeah we can," she said and held onto the back of his neck as she gently pulled him closer and pressed their lips together

As cliché as it sounds, she felt it. She felt the sparks, like a freaking drug flowing through her veins, his taste was intoxicating

They pulled back and he leaned his forehead against hers 

"Wow," he said and she couldn't help it as she began laughing

"And this time I didn't run off," he said and she smiled at him

"I love you D," she said and the smile she got, made her tingle

"I love you to Adds," he said, cupping her cheek and rubbing his thumb over the soft skin

She didn't know how this would go, but she felt comfortable just being here with Dean, if she could get Seth to forgive her and be her friend again, then she'd believe everything was perfect.