Overnight challenge- When a person stays roughly 24 hours in a closed establishment, usually recording the event, trying not to be caught doing so by staff, guards, or cameras.
"Why did no one wake me up?" I groan sitting up grabbing my phone to see it was three.
"Maya we need to talk" Shawn says looking at me from the edge of the bed. "What a lovely way to wake up" I mumble.
"Can I shower first?" I'd do anything to avoid this conversation. "Maya please, I think- no I know we need to talk" he sighs.
"I think I need to shower-"
"Maya, we need to talk" he moves beside me sighing. I sit up and move my hair out of my face and look up finally meeting his eyes.
I wish I could just say how much I loved his eyes.
"What you said Maya-"
"I know what I said Shawn and it's okay you don't have to say it back if you don't mean it and I'd rather you say never say it if you don't mean it. Because if you say it right now and you don't mean it it'll hurt more" I explain.
"Maya I need you to know that I'm not far from it but I'm not completely there yet" he sighs.
"Six months not enough huh" I chuckle sadly.
"And that I care for you. I really do, you have become such a priority in my life. Maya you're mine and I'm not saying I don't- I don't... you know. I'm just getting there" he ignores my snarky comment.
I use the back of my hand to wipe my tears.
"I can't say it but I can show you" he moves closer to me placing a hand in my cheek. He pushes me down back on the pillow and hovers over me, my tears still going down my face.
"I'll show you" he says gently. His lips meet my jaw, gently kissing my skin. His hand goes down my chest, my stomach and my waist. He slips his hand into my pants.
I gasp grabbing his wrist and pull him away. My hands push him off me and I sit up.
"Maya" he sighs going behind me, moving my hair behind my shoulder he pecks my cheek.
"Please stop" I whimper. He immediately stops and pulls away sitting beside me. "I need to go home. Please just leave so I can pack and go" I tell him.
"No you're not leaving. Maya I won't let you go because of this. I still need you, need you to keep me sane, keep me going. I wanna have fun with you, hold your hand whilst we travel, kiss you in every city we go to. Maya don't go" I takes my hand.
I pull back standing up and he copies me. "I want to go home Shawn" I sigh looking down.
His large hands take my face and he makes me look up at his watery eyes. He presses a firm kiss to my forehead leaving his lips to linger for a second then he pulls back and begins walking away.
"I still love you" I felt the need to tell him. He just walks away.
- I lug my suitcase to my door opening the door. The whole flight was a blur I can't even remember if I ate. I left my bags at the door shutting door and walking over to the sofa. I tug my jeans off leaving me in an oversized cream hoodie and I curl up on the sofa.
Shawn Are you home honey?
Shawn I'm sorry Maya Give me time please We're still okay and I'm still yours, you're still mine. I still care for you, want you to be safe.
Shawn My gorgeous girl, stay safe. Keep in contact with me. I'll call you everyday and text you when I can.
Me Landed Miss you loads We need this right?
Shawn We do. I miss you peaches Remember when we first met?
Me Peaches really? I remember
Shawn But seriously, tell me when you want to come back with me or when you want me, need me. I'll be here Maya.
Me I will ❤️
- "Maya we got your 911 can we come in!" I hear jay yell. "Yeah!" I shout. The door opens and jay and Romell walk.
"We have burgers, fries, drinks, no alcohol though, bunch of junk food, moana dvd, strawberry laces and we're also prepared to binge watch the vampire diaries again" jay says putting everything on the table.
I sit up moving to the middle of the sofa and two sit on either side. "You'll be fine Maya" jay hugs me.
Romell also hugs me. "You just need to be in a J and R sandwich" he chuckles.
"Thanks guys" I sniffle moving to grab the strawberry laces. "You know I said it to him and he said he's not far from it. So he almost loves me" I say sitting back.
"Exactly and this distance will be good. You guys haven't spent more than three days apart. The distance will make him realise how much he loves you" Romell says.
"I hope so, I know he might eventually say it but right now I'm the one that loves him. I'm getting no love back. He tried to initiate sex as a way to show me and I guess that was his way of reassuring me but I didn't want sex I wanted him to just tell me" I sigh.
"It's good that you said it though. Now it's out there Maya" jay rubs my arm. "You're strong Maya, you got this. Now let's watch the vampire diaries, I know for a fact Ian Somerhalder will cheer you up" Romell chuckles.
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