ʀᴀɴᴅʏ ᴏɴᴇ sʜᴏᴛs ✨

Im not ready to say goodbye

This is kinda sad so like just be warned by that I wrote this when I was having a moment and I decided to post it cause it has a nice ending so enjoy

Ryes pov

I watch as Andy sways his small hips to the aggressive beats of the music . His white ripped jeans hugged his legs perfectly showing all the right places , his oversized hoodie reaching mid thigh and giving cute sweater paws ,his crystal blue eyes shining with happiness, that cute smile plastered on his face , dimples popping out making me drool over every inch of his body.

How could you not love him?

I let a sigh out as I see his girlfriend , arms swung around his neck laughs bouncing out of them . They were happy

I turn around swimming through the crowds of drunken people, I make my way to the balcony opening the door a waft of the night crisp air hitting me in the face like a brick I stood out on the concrete floor , a sigh of relief slipping out my lips my tense body finally relaxing to the mysterious sounds of the night

I open my eyes staring at the deep blues sky , the stars lighting the darkness up

I found it truly inspirational, how the stars could be surrounded by miles and miles of darkness with no escape , plants bigger than them threading their very existence, yet they still stayed in the sky shinning The brightest they could making sure everyone knew they were there , because no matter what they knew they were gonna keep shining cause it was in their astronomy it's what they are meant to do

Just like people everyone expects them to be perfect exceed every expectation ever set for them

Be skinny , look beautiful, make sure you loved , but never have to much love cause you'll be a slut , be honest, but not to honest that you become a snake , be smart , but not too smart that you become a geek , be Adventurous , but don't break the rules

This world we live expects everyone to shine the same not to bright nor to dull , but you know what fuck them I will shine as bright as I want if they don't like it they can cover their eyes

I smile at myself . I love Andy but maybe it's time to move on from the blue eyed angle find something different

I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't realise someone had entered the area

"What's on your mind love?" I hear the same voice I promised to move on from but I couldn't just his voice alone made me rember how much I loved him every flaw and perfection .

I close my eyes felling tears beginning to from I feel his arm wrap around my shoulders pulling me into his chest , his warmth making my whole body finally relax , his sent filling my nose clouding my every thought with the musky smell

" I don't want to love " I whisper, i was kind of hoping he didn't hear my hushed words over the pounding music and the harsh winter breez but I wasn't so lucky

" what do you mean , rye? Falling in love is one of the best things you'll ever experience in your life" I sigh " you don't understand, your in love you fell for the right person, I didn't , I gave my heart to an angel that already had one" i open my eyes returning my gaze to the night sky as the warm salty tears gently glide down my numb cheeks

"Maybe the angel picked the wrong heart , because they were scared of getting hurt " he turned me around so I was facing him , his hands pressed to my cheeks wiping away the tears

" what if I still want the angel?" I question to distracted by his beauty to tear my gaze away from him

" maybe you should just say goodbye" he whispered back
Clearly in his own trance 

"I'm not ready to say goodbye "

Gathering all the courage and confidence I had in me I shoved my lips on him , slipping my eyes shut as I feel the warmth spread through my body

He didn't kiss back , feeling the weight of rejection I pulled away and start to walk away feeling the once dried cheeks fill with tear for the second time this awful night.

I feel a tug at my wrist as I am turned around and pressed against the wall lips replacing the coldness of the night

I kiss back with everything in me , hands gripping at his sides holding him in place making sure to not let him go , his incasing me in the wall

Love and passion

That's all I could feel every Pessimistic thought being restored with rejoice and delight

He pulled back resting his forehead against mine ,  panting are breaths floating away as white puffs in the sky

"This angel is here to stay "

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Sorry this is short

But I kinda like it