Dream On Fire

(60) Realized...

I've recently come to notice that... you might have just been another pretty thing of life that has to come to an end... to be honest I might be wrong but... as far as it seems...

You were a beautiful part of my childhood that has to change...

I went through this "realization" when I noticed that you had been accepted to ***** high school... you know...? I never realized that life could part so much when being only a year apart for a person and now I'm slightly glad we didn't decide to be something since way before... I mean I know that there are couples that know really well how and can handle things like this well... but (not saying I can't) just saying that this way I might be able to go through my own generations prom: but yet again... you could invite me this year and I could do the same next to you...

I don't know where I want to get with all of this but...

I guess it's ok now how you feel towards someone as well as I do to someone else... and by that I mean... that now I don't feel much when I know about someone with you... and now I feel myself getting further away from you, in a good way... but further.

So for now... until I know more about my feelings and you... I'll say... farewell my longest crush...