Suga-No Skinship

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Y/n POV
Dating Min Yoongi seemed so easy at the time. Turns out, Motionless Min actually HATES skinship. I would always try to hug him, but when I do, he becomes very uncomfortable and stiff. Whenever we kissed, it was always so short. Sometimes, I feel like he didn't really love me at all.

When we both sit on the couch watching TV, Yoongi would sit on the opposite side of me. Whenever we ate together, he sat at the seat farthest away from me. This little actions made me feel unwanted and hurt.

But when he was with his female friends, he would laugh freely and touch them freely, (Like hugging not anything else)
making me wonder. Did he really love me, or was I just his toy?

All his friends seemed friendly, but one girl that Yoongi knew since he was four made me jealous a LOT. Her name was Jennie.

Jennie seemed exactly like his type. They were both into music and composing, were lazy, and they both had swag.
(Not as much as Agust D tho lol)

She did make me feel insecure at times, but Yoongi never noticed.

One day, I made up my mind to tell Yoongi, but Jennie just had to come in and take my chance.

"Opp-"

"OPPA!!!"

Yoongi turned his head to Jennie at the speed of the light. Why, WHY can he not see his own freaking girlfriend in front of him??

"Yes?", he asked sweetly. He didn't even glance at me.

I was in my own world and staring at them chatting away happily, but I could hear Jennie saying,

"Oppa, do you wanna go the movies later? I heard that there is a romance comedy out, our favorite movie genre!"

Oh, god. Kill me now. Please say no. Please say no, YOONGI!

"Uhhh, actually how about another time. I told Y/n that I would take her on a date today, since we haven't been spending much time together lately. Definitely another time though."

"Oh okay, well have fun with your girlfriend, oppa! I better get home. My mom is calling me. Bye! See you tommorow!"

"Bye!", he waved and showed a sincere smile.

As soon as she left, I walked up to Yoongi.

"Hey, how was work?", I hugged Yoongi, making him as stiff as a stick.
I was right. He feels uncomfortable when I make skin contact with him. I should probably just keep my distance from him from now on.

As Yoongi realized I was hugging too long, he politely said,

"It was fine. Can you please let go now?"

I let go and pretended to be happy. I put on a fake smile, and told him I would be in our room. When I arrived, I laid on my pillow, silently sobbing. I really hope that I am not forced to stay away too long.

(Time skip)

When I woke up the next morning, Yoongi was no where in sight. I did see a white note with his handwriting though.

Dear Y/n,
I am at work right now. You can go reheat something from the fridge if you're hungry. Love you.  

-from your sugar

Wow, he doesn't even call me jagi anymore. Our relationship has become very distanced. To hopefully regain a spark, I made his favorite food for him and brought it to his office.

(Time skip)

After I finished making the food, I packed it into a small container, and went to his workplace.

When I entered, I showed the guard my ID, and went to Yoongi's floor. When I opened the door, my jaw dropped open. His room had a clear view of Seoul, was very spacious, and in the very middle, I saw my boyfriend working.

I went to him, and gave him my homemade food.

"Here you go, Yoongi. I made you some food cuz I knew u were hungry. I will be going now."

He just nodded and never took his eyes off a screen.

"Are you going to be staying?", he said sounded hopeful.

Yasss. Time to make him suffer.(jk)

"Nah, I think I will leave. Bye, Yoongi."

I turned around and I could feel his eyes burning holes into my back. I knew he was surprised because I didn't call him oppa, and I declined spending time with him.

"W-wai.."

Before he finished, I closed the door. I then drove back home.

This whole routine went on for 2 weeks. Whenever he wanted to go on a date, I declined. Whenever he wanted to eat together, I told him I already ate. When he wanted to just hang out, I made up excuses. When he wanted to "go outside", I would tell him that I am going somewhere with my friends.

I think that he realized what I was doing, because his face never showed anymore hope when asking, but the only good thing coming out of this was that he didn't hang out with Jennie as much.

On the 3rd week, the pantry was out of snacks, and so I had to go the supermarket. Luckily, Yoongi wasn't home because he was working.

When I entered, I immediately went to get the snack isle, but I was really surprised to see a familiar figure already there. I ran away out of the store, and quickly walked home. Or at least, tried to.

I didn't go too far because I saw a shadow hover above me, and grab my wrist. I tried yanking my hand away, thinking I was getting kidnapped, and the person was a lot stronger than me.

"Yahhh, let me go you creep! If you're planning on robbing me, I don't have money on me, you know."

"Y/n.", a muffled voice spoke out.

I stopped struggling after hearing the raspy voice. The hand on my wrist yanked me around, turning me to face who I have been ignoring and dreading to see.

"Why have you been ignoring me Y/n?", he sounded angry.

"Uhhh well I was just giving you space."

"Why?"

"I thought that you hated skinship, because when I hugged you, you got stiff. And when we kiss, you keep it short. So I was giving you space, cause I thought you didn't love me anymore."

Yoongi grabbed me into a bonecrushing hug.

"I am sorry I made you feel like that jagi. I was just scared, cuz I've been having hormones lately when I see you, but I thought you wouldn't want it"

Before I could answer, Yoongi brought his face down to mine and molded our lips together. I thought he was done, but he obviously didn't want it to end. He grabbed my bootay, making me gasp, and he slyly slid his tongue in.

I was surprised by his roughness, but I wasn't complaining. He grabbed the sides of my collar, slightly pulled them down, and he sucked on my neck making me moan.
(I feel unholy and uncomfortable) 

"Aish f*** it. Y/n I need you.", he whispered seductively in my ear.

He brought me home, and it was the best night I ever had. (Wink wink)

This was inspired by another one shot that I've read somewhere. Im so sorry that I forgot the author, but all credits to to her!








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