BTS Imagines

J-Hope-Divorce?

Y/n POV.
"I want a divorce."

That was the first thing I heard when I sat down to eat with Hoseok. Dang. Today was a good day. I thought that I would finally spend some quality time with him, but noooo.

He just had to smack me in the face with those 4 words. Who knew that 4 words could make my world stop. Sadness, betrayal, and confusion was the only thing on my mind.

I dropped my utensil I was holding, and looked at the pancakes Hoseok made. I suddenly had no appetite.

"What?"

"Yes, you heard me Y/n. So, I'm leaving. Also remember to sign the divorce paper."

He went upstairs, and when he came down, he had a bag on his shoulders. When he went to the kitchen, he saw me cutting up food, because I always eat when I'm sad.
(Mood)

He sighed and went to the door, but before he fully twisted open the knob, he suddenly turned around.

"Are you just going to let me leave like that?"

He asked me sadly, sounded really hurt. Even though I couldn't see him, I could tell he was just as broken and on the verge of tears, just like me.

J-Hope POV
I hoped that Y/n would at least ask me why I was divorcing ber, but nope. She stayed right there in the kitchen, cutting up chicken.(?)

She kept her back to me, not even paying any attention to me, left my question unanswered.

I left without another word, and went to the BTS dorm.

Y/n POV
As soon as he left, I dropped my whole facade. I dropped my knife, and fell on the floor while sobbing my eyes out. I really hope that my hope will come back, or else there is no point in living anymore...

J-Hope POV
I was laying in my bed and Jimin was there for me to spill all of my problems to.

"So, what did you want to talk about, hyung?"

"Its about Y/n."

"I know that. What I meant was what's wrong with your relationship? Did she want to break up with you?"

"No, we divorced. Well not yet, but the paper's coming tomorrow."

"WHAT!?!?!? Why? I thought that you loved her man?"

"I do, but it just seems that it she isn't happy with me. Its like she doesn't really love me. She just says yes to everything I ask or act like she's my puppet. So I'm giving her freedom."

"Oh ok, but the question is do YOU want to be divorced?"

"No, of course not. But she probably feels that way."

"PROBABLY Hoseok. Have you actually asked her if she really loves you? I mean, I am not one to interfere in your relationship, but I just think you are making the wrong choice. I should leave, and let you think about your decision."

When he left, I was thinking hard about my choice. Did I really want to divorce Y/n? Were the feelings mutual?

Y/n POV
The nightsky looked amazing as I was walking down the moonlit street thinking. Hoseok never let me walk here at night. Ever since the incident this morning, I couldn't help it, but I  continuously thought about him.

I was also wondering where Hoseok could be. Is he is safe or missing me? I may never know.

J-Hope POV
I was walking down the empty street that I always told Y/n not to go to while still thinking about Tae's words and made up my mind.

I will not divorce Y/n. I love her so much. I'm not about to be an idiot and just let her go like that, if I knew that I could've done something to make her stay. If only I could find her again.

As I was walking, I could see a familiar silhouette. It was Y/n! Fate brought us together again. I ran as fast as I could, but just as I was going to hug her, and say everything was ok, she dropped to her knees and screamed to the night sky.

"HOSEOK! I MISS YOU! I REALLY DON'T WANT US TO DIVORCE, BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS RIGHT? JUST SO YOU KNOW, I REALLY LOVE YOU, BUT I CAN'T HAVE YOU. SO THERE IS NOT REALLY A REASON TO LEAVE ANYMORE. SO GOODBYE WORLD AND GOOD BYE HOSEOK!"

As soon as she was about to jump into the freezing cold water below, I ran up behind her and tightly hugged her from behind. I buried my head in her neck and started crying.

"Please don't leave me. I love you as well", I whispered to her.

I could hear her faintly gasp after feeling my tears on her shirt and hearing my voice again.

If it was even possible, I held her tighter and puller closer to me.

She finally hugged me back, and told me,

"I won't."