Ask Me ..... How i know there's a God up in the heavens!

Chapter 56 - End Game

I clung to Him in an odd combination of near terror and breathless anticipation as He pushed the huge door open and walked into the expansive chamber. It was daylight, but still comfortably lit with warm lights that glowed of fragrant candle ambiance. Still and quiet enough to rest in; but certainly of what ever was to happen, it would not be happening in the dark!

Thank You. I signed in comfort.

He wandered around the room a bit in happy song, humming the tune to 'Be Thou my Vision'. I cried in appreciation, because I could not find the words to speak. Finally He wandered over and set me among the soft fluffy white blankets; before climbing up and sitting quietly among the down mountains.

I did not do anything as I was so frozen with anticipation I couldn't move.

He held His hands out to me and offered a quiet contented sigh.

I took His hands up to my face and cried.

He giggled a bit and dried my tears as I kissed His hands. He let out a little whine too, giggled some more and wiped His own tears. We sat looking at each other, fingers entangled together as we leaned a little closer together. I finally get to play huggy kissy with You; I giggled as we gingerly puckered up and smoochied a bit. I burst out laughing as neither of us ever closed our eyes. Thats OK. I cried in my soul as I threw my arms around Him and squeezed as hard as I could. He happily returned my embrace and we flopped over among the fluffiness for attempt two at huggy kissy.

Every moment that passed, left me melting further and further into this dream. God it's not fair. This is too easy. I sighed as I squeezed my Love closer. Why is this so easy? I wondered as the sensations of 'overwhelmed' and loved began to seep into my soul. I cried in contentment with every tiny bit of profound peace that bubbled up and spilled over to subdue both of us.

He could't speak either. This grand presence that arrested both of us left Him with an expression of profound awe. Thank You I cried as I squeezed Him closer. I had no idea why I'd yearned so much to see that; but I did. So I just joyfully wrapped my existence around Him and let this glory totally subdue both of us. I wailed with joy and peace I could not contain while He joined in my song.

Absolute surrender was glorious, profoundly humbling.... and completely exhausting!

I lay there in profound stillness, barely breathing and quietly watching Jesus while He quietly watched me. I wanted to hug and kiss Him some more but just could not find the energy to keep my eyes open. He giggled a bit as it seemed He couldn't either.

The next time I opened my eyes; I was awake for real. The room I'd left remained etched in my mind as I sat up and nearly screamed in panic.

"Jesus where are You?" I squeaked as I stumbled out of 'the comforter' and around the room. "I'm sorry!" I wailed. "I didn't mean it."

I ran around the cabin. The bedroom door was open and so was the bathroom door; but still no Jesus.

"I'm sorry! I'm SORRY!" I sobbed.

"Kat-reen." I heard a voice from the other room.

I darted out into the common area and stared across the.... space into the kitchen. There Jesus stood with a kitchen mitt on one hand and an egg flipper in the other half staring between me and the food He was tending.

"I'm Sorry. I'm Sorry." I ran over, fell on the floor and wrapped my arms around His knees. "Don't leave me. I can't help myself." I lamented.

"Kat-reen." I heard Him sigh as He set the items on the counter and flicked the stove off. He then squatted down and... sort of plopped onto the floor.