Phoenix Series #3: My First Love and Forever(COMPLETED)

Chapter 10

***Chapter 10***

NAPAUNGOL AKO NANG mas lalong pinalalim ni Xander ang halikan naming dalawa.

Nakaramdam ako ng paninigas nang mag-umpisang maglakbay ang mga kamay nito sa katawan ko.

"X-Xander." Mahinang tawag ko sa pangalan nito. Hindi ko naitago ang takot sa boses ko.

Tumigil ito sa paghalik sa akin.

"Is my Roxanne scared?" He sweetly asked.

I gulped.

"Y-Yes."

"Should I stop, Mon cœur?" He asked.

Muli akong napalunok.

"N-No." Tugon ko at inabot ang batok nito para hulihin ang mga labi nito.

We kissed again passionately.

At unti-unti ay nasasanay ako sa bawat haplos nito. Masuyo iyon at puno ng pag-iingat.

Until his hand cupped one of my breasts. I moaned as I felt his lips on my neck down to my breast.

Dinampian nito ng maliliit na halik ang dibdib ko kahit natatakpan iyon ng suot kong pantulog.

Itinaas nito ang suot kong pantulog at walang kahirap-hirap na isinubo nito ang isa sa mga nipples ko.

"Ohhhh!" Ungol ko at napaliyad ako sa ginagawa nitong pagsipsip sa utong ko.

Mariin akong napapikit pero kaagad ding nagmulat ng nga mata nang pumasok sa isip ko ang mga lalaking bumaboy sa katawan ko.

Mahigpit akong napahawak kay Xander at natatarantang itinulak ko ito.

"Sssshhh. It's just me, my sweet. It's just me. Don't be scared." He softly said. I know that he was trying to help me.

Naramdaman nito ang takot ko.

Napalunok ako at muling tinanggap ang masuyong halik nito sa mga labi ko.

I can feel the heat between us. I can feel his erection in between my thighs. I can feel his desire for me.

At ito lang ang iniisip ko. Nawala ang takot at pangamba ko. Nakatatak sa isip ko na ito lang ang kasama ko at hindi ako nito sasaktan.

Until I heard him sighed as he stop kissing me.

"Wait me here." He whispered.

Umalis ito sa ibabaw ko at lumabas ng kuwarto. Napaupo ako sa kama at napalunok.

I can still feel the heat of my body. The urge to touch by someone but it was tolerable now. Is it because of the kiss and his touch? Because of Xander?

Naramdaman ko ang muling pagpasok ni Xander sa kuwarto at iniabot nito ang gamot ko at isang baso ng tubig. Walang imik na tinanggap ko iyon at ininom.

Pagkatapos ko iyong inumin ay kinuha nito ang bote ng gamot at baso mula sa akin at ipinatong sa bedside table.

Pareho kaming walang imik. I didn't bother to ask him why did he stop.

He sat beside me. Naramdaman ko ang pagkabig nito sa katawan ko at napapikit ako nang hinalikan ako nito sa noo.

"I'm sorry." He murmured.

"F-For what?" I innocently asked.

He sighed.

"I'm sorry I stopped." He answered and hug me tight.

"I admit that I'm having a hard on, Roxie. I mean, who can't resist a beautiful woman like you? But I respect you so much. I don't want to take advantage on you. Even if it was your own will, I can't do it. I just couldn't. I really respect you. I can help you but not this way. And I'm sorry for respecting you this much." I opened my eyes and looked at him.

I know it was dark and I can't see his face. Pilit ko itong inaaninag mula sa dilim. Matagal ko itong tinitigan.

Hanggang sa bahagyang tumama ang ilaw na nagmumula sa labas sa mukha nito.

It was fast but I saw it. I saw his beautiful paired of blue eyes.

It had been too dark to get a good look at them, but his eyes were seriously blue, almost sickeningly blue.

And it was the most beautiful eyes that I've ever seen.

At nakakapagtaka na hindi man lang ako nakaramdam ng takot at pangamba.

Wala sa sariling hinaplos ko ang pisngi nito at umangat ang mga daliri ko patungo sa mga mata nito dahilan para mapapikit ito.

"You have a very beautiful pair of eyes. And you're not wearing eyeglasses." I murmured.

I felt him stiffened.

"You saw them? Aren't you scared?" He asked, bewildered.

Napangiti ako.

"Too bad I didn't saw your face clearly." I softly said. "Thank you, Kiel. For being a good man. For respecting me. Thank you so much." I sincerely said.

And at this very moment, Xander proved to me that he was really a good man. A man to trust and a man to keep. And I salute him.

"And I am the one who is supposed to say sorry. I'm sorry for dragging you into this. I'm sorry for having a sickness that I couldn't control sometimes. I'm so-"

"Sssshh. Stop it. You don't have to say sorry. Trust in yourself, Roxie. I know it was hard but I believe on you. You'll overcome this. Tutulungan kita sa ibang paraan. Promise me, you'll keep strong. Promise me, okay?" He softly said and kissed me again on my forehead.

It was a kiss that full of respect.

"I-I promise." I said.

"And I'm just here. I won't leave you."

"Talaga? Hindi mo ako iiwan?"

"Hmm-mm."

"Bakit hindi mo ako iiwan?"

"Because I am your bodyguard."

"That's all?"

Bahagya akong napangiti nang natigilan ito sa tanong ko. Hindi ito umimik.

"Am I not attractive, Kiel?" I asked.

"Of course not. You are beautiful, Roxanne." Kaagad nitong sagot.

"Bakit nga hindi mo ako iiwan?" Pangungulit ko.

"Kasi nga bodyguard mo ako." Mariing sagot nito.

"So, hindi ako attractive para sa'yo? I mean, as a woman? Hindi mo ba ako gusto?" Nakasimangot na tanong ko.

He chuckled and he cupped my face.

"I won't kiss you if you're not attractive, Roxie. You are the most beautiful and the most attractive woman that I've ever met. And I admit, I like you." Masuyong sabi nito at pinagdikit ang mga noo naming dalawa.

Lihim akong napangiti sa sinabi nito.

"May itatanong ako sa'yo." Anito.

"Ano 'yon?"

Mahina itong tumawa na parang kinakabahan.

"Kung okay lang sa'yo..." Kinabig ako nito at ikinulong sa matitipunong dibdib nito. "Pwede ba kitang ligawan, Roxanne?" Mahinang tanong nito.

Tumibok ng napakalas ang puso ko sa narinig. Hindi ko iyon inaasahan.

"I'm going to court you, would you let me?"

Pakiramdam ko ay kinapos ako ng hininga. Liligawan ako nito? Liligawan ako ni Xander?

To be continued...

A/N: I'm back! Salamat sa paghihintay.😘 Don't worry, I'll update more.😘😘 Lablab po.😘💛🤗😍