Crazy things happen (joey birlem fan fic)

23

They finished there goodbyes.
Now everyone is in this room with me
And I mean everyone.
Teammates
Gang members
Bestfriends
Family
Coaches
Teachers
Kids
I have a few people by me just looking at me.
Till someone speaks
Dev
"If you live through this, we was all talking bout you movin to la with me"
I just look up
That made me mad, I can't leave here this home
"For real?"
No one answers me but everyone could tell it wasn't a "omg im living every wetas dream" for real.
It was a "are you fucking serious, y'all think y'all serious" type of foreal
I start to laugh in complete anger
"Now don't make me raise my voice" my head shifts towards kionna and shanti.
"What y'all finna do?"
Silence
"Stay here?"
Silence
"Shanti I pay for you to go to a private school, dealing drugs for keshawn"
Silence
"Kionna who finna take you in and pick you up at 3:00am when you and your parents fight about hangin out in the hood?"
My head shift towards dj
"Who finna pay for your private school so you can play football with people watching you?"
My focus goes to Janina and buster (Janina is her friend and buster us Janina's kid)
"Janina, when you get arrested and caught up who finna pick up buster from school, make sure no ones picking on him."
Silence
"ME, I AM."
I inhale and look at everyone frightened to be by me
"I'm 16 and I'm not trying to take everything but I'm in, to deep"
"God I hope I die"
"Don't say that" dj looks at me
"Don't say what? I hope I get peace? I managed to be a 6 sport varsity athlete since freshman year. I work my ass off. I also am a waitress and I deal drugs to help y'all out so y'all don't get in to deep. I should've died years ago, I should've died when my family did, but hey look at me. Dying, a slow very painful death like I deserve, watch this"
"I CANT WAIT TO FUCKING DIE" I scream and see people flinch, I laugh
"I'm always gonna be that girl, I'm not gonna go to la and fit in. I will never"
"I killed two people" shanti looks at me
"Y/n don-"
I cut her off
"Nah, they deserve to know"
I look at joey
"He deserves to know, I'm not an innocent girl people think I am joey. You need to go home and forget I even lived."
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Sorry I haven't updated this book I've been focusing on "babysitter"
Is this book a flop?