The New Girl

Chapter Ten

We came to a stop and Jason's hand was covering my eyes. "Can I look now?" I asked.

"Yea." He said moving his hands as he stood behind me. I gasped at the sight taking a step forward.

"Wow." I let out. "It's kinda like my secret spot." Jason said.

"Who all have you brought out here?" I asked looking at the rope. He didn't answer and I glanced back at him.

He was scratching his neck and looking down. "What too many to count?" I teased looking back at the beautiful sight before me.

"Actually you're the first person I've ever brought out here." He stated.

I turned around to look at him. "Are you serious?" I asked looking deep into his eyes.

He nodded. "Why me?" I asked taking a small step forward. "There's just something about you. Something so intoxicating about you. It's like I want to share everything with you. I've never met someone like that before." Jason said looking me in the eye.

I felt my heart flutter and tears brim my eyes. That's truly the sweetest thing anyone's said to me.

I pulled him into a hug. "Thank you." I whispered. He pulled me closer and I smiled.

"Maybe if you give me a heads up next time you bring me here I'll bring a swimsuit and show you up on that rope." I joked pulling away.

He raised his eyebrow. I shrugged and looked back on more time. "It's getting late I better take you home." Jason whispered to me, he was closer than I thought he was.

I turned and he was very very close to me. I looked him in the eyes and realized I cannot do anything with him till I know what I want.

I can't lose him as a friend if I changed my mind later... no matter how much I wanted to kiss him right now I need to wait. I kissed his check deciding that was enough to say 'not sure what I'm feeling yet'.

"Thank you for sharing this with me." I said as he grabbed my hand and leading me back to the car.
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I waved to Jason who I had to tell multiple times didn't have to walk me to the door, but still did anyways.

As I went to walk in my house I noticed Tyler standing on his porch. He was watching me and as soon as I looked at him he walked into his house.

I sighed and walked into my house. "I'm home family!" I yelled before pausing realizing I just called Matt and Carrie my actual family for the first time.

I noticed mom look at Matt with a smile who looked shocked in the kitchen. "I'm gonna finish up some homework then I'll help Carrie with her reading." I added before going towards the stairs.

It was only seven thirty so if I hurried I wouldn't keep her past her bed time. "Carrie already did her reading with me." My mom said. I smiled. "It's cool." I said before running up the stairs.

I stopped at Carrie's room. "Goodnight Carrie." I said blowing her a kiss. "Goodnight sissy." She said yawning. My heart melted as I walked to my room.

I sat on my desk doing my homework. "You should really lock your windows, there are weird people in this world." Tyler's voice made me jump and fall out of my chair with a shriek.

"Lilly are you okay?!" Matt's voice yelled up the stairs. "Just a spider!" I yelled back glaring at Tyler.

"What do you want?" I asked getting up and sitting back on my chair as Tyler laid on my couch.

"You're back a little late for going to get ice cream." Tyler said. I rolled my eyes before getting up and shutting my door.

"He took me somewhere else." I stated sitting down on the floor by the couch. "Where?" Tyler asked.

"Why does it matter?" I asked back. "Why don't you want to tell me?" Tyler asked back.

I scrunched my eyebrows together getting very aggravated. "Why do you care?" I asked angrily.

"I don't just wanted to give you an opportunity to talk before I did." Tyler stated, yes Tyler just shove that knife a little bit deeper into my heart.

I looked at him to continue. "So I think I like a girl, which has never happened before." Tyler started.

"You're kidding me right?" I scoffed. "The problem is, I think she likes another guy, and that's never happened before either." Tyler continued deep and thought before looking at me.

"This is were you give me a girls advice." He said raising an eyebrow like I lost my brain.

My heart was dropping and my anger was rising.

"You want me to tell you how to get the girl?" I asked in a are you serious voice. "Well duh." He said back.

I took a deep breath. Don't blow up Lilly don't blow up.

"I'm not your therapist Tyler and I'm not gonna tell you how to get the girl. Cause I almost guarantee you'll get her then decide you don't really like her and break her heart like every other girls." I snapped. I've been here for like two weeks and already know he's hurt just about every girls heart.

"No this girl is different." He reassured. My heart shattered. Why did I care.

"Look I don't know if you've noticed this but you get every girl you want. I don't get the guy ever. You came to the wrong person for advice." I said before opening my window motioning for him to get out.

"Whatever your right." Tyler said as he climbed through the window my jaw dropped and a tear slowly fell down my face.

Tyler looked back at me when he was in his room as I was frozen.

"Shit Lilly I didn't mean it like that." Tyler said. "No I get it. I know I'm not good enough to get the guys I want. Save your damn breath on a girl who cares about your opinion." I said shutting my window and closing the curtain.

"Fucking idiot!" I heard following a crashing noise, making me realize I didn't shut my window all the way. I peaked out of my curtain and said Tyler with his hands on his now empty desk.

I sighed. I shouldn't of blow up on him he tried to apologize but it's over. I walked to my bed and collapsed on it. Boys are stupid.