CHAPTER 31: How?

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TIME SKIP (The Next Morning)

JUNGKOOK'S POV

Today was Saturday, this week so many things happened. First the mission and Woozi hyung's arm, next the Intramurals, Then my not so fix relationship with the boss, and lastly I almost confess to her last night, I almost kissed her! The thing is I got scared of Woozi hyung, let's say he is shorter but he can go out with a guitar soon

(If you don't know the meme about it hehe search it)

So as a very nice and polite boy I am, I run without saying hello to him wait is that even a good first impression, "Hey Jungkook" mother said as she knock through the door "Ne" I said as she came inside "Are you okay?" she ask "Ah ne why?" I ask her back "I've heard from your father, why you go home angry last time" she said and I just looked down "Jungkook I know you're not okay, you always gladly accept your mission. Bad or Good you'll go for it, what's wrong?" she added and the tears I've been holding falls down, it's been years ever since mother last comforted me "eomma, I-I" I started but can't continue, what if she stop me from loving the girl I am about to destroy "Jungkook, look at me I have a question" she said and I look at her "Do you fall for her?" she ask and I nodded, I expected a shout but nothing came instead I saw her in tears "eo-eomma' I said "Jungkook honey, don't worry I'll support you and this will be our secret" she said and smiled "you have to live freely, but because I am weak to stand for my family we are here at this situation" she added "Eomma it's okay" I comforted her, this is the first time I saw her crying like this; all this time my family is suffering with their own problems and I didn't notice, If mom is in this situation could IU also have a reason? "Hey, if you like Shin He go for it and I'll be quite, now I'll prepare lunch" she said as she wiped her tears and left

Then I realize mother was right; I don't have to hesitate right? I just have to protect her, save her, be at her side but how? "Wait Jihoon!" I said and dialed his number

Jk: Jihoon!

Jh: aish Jungkook, don't shout

Jk: oh sorry

Jh: why did you called me if you could just texted me?

Jk: this one is important

Jh: okay what's so important that you shout when I answered the phone?

Jk: I like a girl

Jh: So? Are you bragging about is cau-

Jk: Yah! Just listen

Jh: okay, geez continue

Jk: I know this girl for a while now, and I developed something for her because I was always with her. The thing is I don't know how to confess cause of my situation, what should I do?

Jh: first off all the girl is Shin Hye, isn't she?

Jk: what! No..... Yes

Jh: you can't denied it, it's obvious

Jk: that much? Then how come she didn't notice

Jh: cause she never experienced that type of love before, so if you're planning something like that be serious, both of you are my friends but I don't want her to be hurt

Jk: ohh

Jh: now what do you need to know, I'll help you

Jk: jinjja!

Jh: but please don't shout, my eardrums can burst any second

Jk: Sorry, so my question is how

Jh: how? How should you confess? Wait does that mean you haven't confessed to anyone from before! So Shin Hye is your first!

Jk: Jihoon stop shouting, your house is just near her so be quite

Jh: so she is your first

Jk; quit teasing me!

Jh: okay okay, but what would you like secretive or on the spot

Jk: what does that mean?

Jh: Just pick one already

Jk: Secretive...

Jh: oh okay write her a letter, she is a fan of reading I also suggest that don't be a secret admirer just tell her what you feel immediately

Jk: why?

Jh: you won't believe this, there are many times we've watch movies and it has the same situation on what was happening right now what she said is 'why are they so dumb being a secret admirer when they can just confess and stop being a coward!'

Jk: oh

Jh: yeah I became speechless too when I heard her

Jk: well I think a letter it is, thank you

Jh: hey I deserve a treat for this!
Jk: you pig baby! Okay fine but don't tell her yet! I'll treat you on Monday

Jh: hey I'm not a pig

Jk: yeah sure, bye

Jh: Yah!

And before he can even talk I hung up "How am I supposed to write a letter now" I am so confused "I can't think" I am in the middle of crisis when someone knock at my door and it burst open reveling my boss "Oh uh why are you here?" I ask "Hey Jungkook I was here to say sorry" he said "I know you're still angry bu-" he added but I cut it "It's okay" I said and he smiled but I know it's fake I can't trust him, if he want to play a game them I'll play but I will not let him hurt Shin Hye "If that so that's all I'll leave now" he said and leave "What a fake" I said "What now?" what am I supposed to do write her a poet, oh yeah straight to the point if I write her those things and think of me as a secret admirer she might curse me telling "Why are you so dumb being secret admirer when they can just confess and stop being a coward" I said to myself and smiled "So childish, but cute" I added, but doesn't change the fact that I am stressed out, what to do? I ask Jihoon and get the answer but now I don't know what to write. Dear god it's my first time getting help please guide me........

Okay that was too much I am being hysterical now 

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