CHAPTER 35: Understand

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YOUR POV

After we got back home I was still thinking about Jungkook "Should I hope again? Or just freaking stop assuming" I said to myself "Every time I think of this my head hurts as heck, this is too much confusion" I don't know what to do, every time I want to open up the next thing will happen I will get hurt "Maybe I should stop hoping, maybe we're meant to be just friends" I said and head to the window, looking at the starts "If I have to stop, I will stop this. I will have to stop my feelings even it hurts" I said and a tear suddenly stops "One time you will make my heart skip a beat then next thing that will happen is it will break "Why do you did that last Friday night?" I ask myself more like ask the wind

I was tearing up when Woozi oppa knock then came in "Oh oppa you're here" I told him wiping my tears "Don't cry" he said then hug me "besides why are you crying? Maybe I can cheer you up, now tell me" he said and I break the hug "It's about Him" I said "Him, what did he do?" he ask "He did nothing; I was just deep in thoughts about him. I was also thinking I should give up on these we should just be friends" I said and he sigh "Why did you sigh?" I ask him "Look Shin Hye I shouldn't be telling you things but I can give you an advice, You have to wait for things to happen, nothing is impossible if you give up before anything could happen how will you know if you're contented, come on I know that you know deep inside you that you don't want your decision right now, am I right?" he ask and he was right "You're right oppa, if I give up now I will not know to myself if I am contented and you're also right I am crying cause I can't do it" I said and looked outside the window "Shin Hye just keep in mind that, it's easy to set your heart for someone but hard to take it back, to tell yourself to not love that person, now look at me" he said and I did "Don't do anything stupid cause it won't work, just wait for him you'll see" he added "Oppa why are you acting you know something?" I ask him "I-I don't know anything cause just by the looks of it you to are Good together that's why" he said and the moment got ruined "Hey that ruined the moment! But thanks oppa" I said "Yeah Sure anytime, just don't cry look what you did I over react to things I thought someone hurt you" he said and I smiled at him "That's the reason why I call you protective over reacting brother" I said and he looked at me "Yeah sure I am like that, I was just assuring you are fine it's okay to be called those nickname than you getting hurt, am I right?" he said while and again he is right "Okay you are right" I said and he looked outside too "And besides you're like me too" he said "What? How?" I ask "You overreact to things sometime too, just like now" he said and I smack his arm "Yah! Okay, okay sorry" he said "Oh right by the way is mom and dad there yet?" I ask "Nope no signs of them in this house" he confirmed "then shall we watch a movie" I said "will that make your brain fresh for hours?" he ask, and he is totally planning to get Jungkook out of my mind 'Yeah, sure" I said and we raced to the remote "I'll pick it since I am older" he said "older? We will end up watching old musical movies!" I said "Then shall we watch a horror, will that content you" he said and I smile in joy "Fine I get it now go prepare the snacks" he said and I did

When I came back the movie is already starting so I silently walked toward the sofa sitting beside my brother "So how is it?" I ask "Shh, it's just starting now shut up" he said and both of us pay attention to the movie. Minutes later it started raining same as what's happening to the movie "So now it's raining?" Woozi oppa ask "Yeah it is "I said after I peeked through the window on the mid part a girl was stuck in the house and both oppa and I are under the covers scared for the jump scare, when the part where the 'ghost is supposed to pull the girl in the dark place the door opened with a thunder on the back ground which makes us startled "Ahh! Ghost" oppa and I yelled "Oh you kids now you think your parents are ghost" father said and he opened the lights "You two really aren't planning to change are you" mom said "Cause there's nothing to change" oppa said "And besides you love us even we're childish" I said and dad came to us after putting their things away "Yeah sure you are, now what are you watching" he said sitting next to us "A horror movie" both of oppa and I said "Oh so that's why you think we are ghost" mom said also sitting beside us "The shall we watch it" they declared and Both oppa and I agreed besides eomma and appa became busy these days this is going to be our quality time together

When we finished the movie we got up and have a late dinner and I got to admit I have fun with them I also got my mind fresh, even though oppa is a baby sometimes he never failed to take care of me. Mom and dad, even they are busy they spend time with us and I am so happy for that. I wish happy things keep going our way. I wish........................

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