You Belong With Me [SooGyu] HIATUS NOT COMPLETED

Chap 9 - Soobin's Diary

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Soobin POV

Finally, I have arrived at home. Ah, today was tiring. First, I'm tired because I have used a lot of energy for my brain. Second, I have used my energy for chasing Kai because he is annoying [in a good way]. When I remind again that moment I chuckle a bit. I take a quick shower and put on my pyjamas. I go towards my study table and sit down for a moment. I turn on my speaker and play 'Love Story' by Stella Jang. I decided to write a diary today. So, I take my diary book and start writing it down. 

12th May 2019

9:45 PM

Dear Heart, 

I want to express my feelings today. there has been a lot of things unexpected happen. Especially my heart. In recent times I do not know why every time Kai is close to me, my heart must be pounding very hard and every time he sees my eyes my cheeks feel warm. Ah ~ I hate it because it makes my heart uncertain. You want to know Heart... Kai's mom invited me to join the dinner together. I feel bad if I don't accept it so, I join it. While I am eating, I feel like someone was watching me eat. Then, Kai's mom rebukes his son as he laughed alone. I look at him. Then we contrary to the eye as he smiles to me. My heart beating fast that time, so I fastly avoiding his view and continue eating my food. After eating, I got a message from my brother. He said he will be late a bit so I told Kai. Then, he suggests me to watching a movie with him. So, I followed him to his room. Suddenly, I feel his holding my hand. Is it necessary to HOLD MY HAND?? Not right!??? But I let it slide. But I admit I like him doing that. He plays 'Wreck-It Ralph' movie and we sit on his bed while eating popcorn. After several minutes of the movie play, I feel like his head on my shoulder. So I look at him while giving him a smile. Does he know what he's doing to my heart!?? I hope he does not notice it. He is the 2nd person that makes my heart like this. The first person is my chestnut, he usually does things like this. But I know my heart is beating fast because he always being cute around me. So it's a different situation. After he lay down his head, I thought nothing happen after that... Suddenly, I feel a hand on my tummy. I really shocked. Then, Kai hurriedly apologizes to me. He said he has this habit since a child. His face looked scared. He scared that I might mad at him. I suppose to be mad right? But I don't. I don't know why I'm not mad. So, I told him I'm not mad at him and next time ask permission first. So he smiled again and ask me if I allow him to touch my belly. This kid was unbelievable! Suddenly, my brother called me told that he had arrived. Then Kai sent me until the front door. I thanking him and want to leave... AND YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED, HEART!!?? HE gives A PECK ON MY CHEEKS!! I repeat! HE! GIVES! ME A! KISS! ON! MY! CHEEKS! ASDFGHJKL!! I freeze for a sec! After come back to reality, I ran fastly to hyung's car. Hyung said my cheek was so RED! I'm so embarrassed with hyung. I can see from the side of my eyes he laughing at me. This kid really making me having a heart attack. Some go to Beomgyu... I don't know why lately when he around me, he gives the same vibe. Ah~ what's wrong with my heart... Heart, can't you help me with my heart? :( Anyways, for now, I still don't know whether I really like Kai or not. For Beomgyu case, Hmm, I think it just brotherhood loving? That's it for today. The conclusion is MY HEART IS CHAOS. THE END!

Sincerely,

Soobinnie <3

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Hello, my lovely readers! I just want to say that thank you so much for 620 reads and 89 voted!

I am so thankful and grateful to all of you guys! I really didn't believe that my story will get many supports and love! I actually think that no one will read this crap story haha. Again, thank you so much! I love you all! 

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Soobin and Beomgyu also want to say thanks to all of you because you all have given much love to this story.