MAIN CHARACTERS IN THIS STORY ARE ADULTS.
"Why can't I act normal when I'm with you?"
IN WHICH he is too shy to confess and she is too silly to notice his real feelings, that just leads to many misunderstandings and living the biggest frustration...
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DECEMBER, FOUR MONTHS AGO (a/n: in the story, IknowDecember was seven months ago I'm an idiot, not a dumbass)
"But where is he, Jungkook?"
Jungkook smoked his cigarette, having in his mind her sad eyes full of tears, with puffy cheeks and tight lips in order to contain her sobs.
He had not known what to say, he didn't know where Mingyu was and his heart ached to know that even in that situation, where she was abandoned and alone by Mingyu, she still preferred him, she still loved him... and Jungkook was just the guy she would never see as more than a friend.
Now, at the lonely bus stop at two in the morning, Jungkook was alone and sad.
His icy fingers held a cigarette that was the only warm highlight in the cold night, and the wind blew the ashes away as soon as they fell, also cooling his pale face even more and causing the tip of his nose to turn red.
Jungkook had left the hospital four hours ago, leaving Tzuyu, the girl he was in love with, sleeping so peacefully that it was impossible to believe that she just had the worst day of her life. She looked like an angel and although Jungkook knew that she was bad for him and that her actions were honestly shitty, he still believed that she was one. She was just... lost.
Her sister had looked at him with pity, Jungkook had felt embarrassed to be so intense but his concern for her mattered more than his dignity, and Jennie knew it.
"I'd love she love a guy like you, Jungkook," Jennie had told him, patting his shoulder gently.
Tzuyu didn't love him because he was a boy like him actually.
Mingyu was perfect, handsome and rich, the kind of guy who was popular, the kind of guy a girl would introduce to her parents. Even when he cheated on his girlfriend and played with her and Tzuyu as if they were dolls, it didn't matter because Mingyu was a good boy and both girls loved him so much, Tzuyu did specially.
And Jungkook was just the tattooed guy, who smoked from time to time, loved to go out with his friends and get drunk (maybe filrt and get a one night stand because that was easy for him when he was drunk) and who people were kinda scared to. The ladies were hilarious when they moved their children away as if Jungkook were going to bite them but that kind of situation wasn't so funny for him since Tzuyu had said to him "you and I wouldn't work, we are from different worlds and we would never be happy together. People would talk too much". Yes, they would talk about him and they would judge her, they would make the life of a girl like Tzuyu a calvary and her mother, an elegant and respected woman, would hate him.
And yet, when Tzuyu had broken his heart for Mingyu, even though she had hurt him many times, Jungkook still loved her... She was his best friend above all, that could also work as an excuse to explain why even though they were in bad terms he had run to the hospital to be with her and had comforted her in his arms while she was crying her heart out for a man who was such a coward to face her and the situation they were into.
