•the thirteenth•

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I still can't wrap my mind around everything. It's so insane that I'm in a school shooting. you see that on the news but you never imagined that to happened to you... until it happens.

* flashback to a half years ago*

"Hey, Ley how is it there?".
"Its good I'm going to school in about an hour," she said over the phone.
"Okay, I go then, bye".
"Bye sis".
I closed the call. And walked to the kitchen.
"How is she," denim asked.
"She is good there". i took a sip of my water. I looked up at him. He had still a headache. I shoved my glass of water toward him.
"Here, you can have it".
He leaned with his elbows on the counter, rested his face in his hands.
"You was really out of the world...".
"I wasn't that drunk Lilia!".
"Sure... you tried to kiss me!".
"I'm sorry".
"You should".
"You need to kiss once in your life".
"I don't have too".
"you really have Philemaphobia hè".
"I've what..?".
"Philemaphobia...".
I hummed in a question.
"Fear of kissing".
I remained silence.
"I'm not".
"Okay if You're not... kiss me then".
"You are my friend I'm not gonna kiss you".
"Okay then kiss someone els,".
"Haha no bye".
"You DO have philemaphobia,".
"Is that so weird then?!". His face tunred worried.
"Not everyone is the same as your brother".
"I hope so".
My phone buzzed Ley was calling. "Ley what's up?".
"Have you seen the news!?" she asked, with a weird tone in her voice.
"No".i turned the tv on.

i saw immediately what was wrong. There are school shootings in new york.
"Are you okay?!".
"Yes it wasn't here, But our school closed for today"
"Okay good".
That whole day i stayed home with Demian trying to overcome the nightmare.

* end of flashback*

How can we stop this!? How can we stop this?.. we are just with two... Shawn and me. They are with two too but they have guns. We have... hope? No, we have... youth!
We have youth and we...

My thoughts were cut off by the sound i heard all the time... it doesn't even break me anymore.
It breaks me every time i see a body in front of me covered in blood.

And thereby we counted ahead to the thirteenth.

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