<P class=MsoNormal>I woke up to find Jermaine getting dressed talking on his phone I sat up and covered my naked body with the sheets.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Jermaine: yeah mans coming now.....I know baby just car....his gonna be fine yeah....jha'nella I cant hear what your saying when your bawling like that....look im on ma way yeah he looked at me then mumbled some thing into the phone then locked off. I pulled his coat on and sat on my bed.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Jermaine: I gotta go jha'nella's....</P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Me: yeah I know....when you gonna tell her about us though?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Jermaine: are soon just not now init I mean with the baby and every thing I just cant hurt her like that...</P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Me: what! Your still together Jermaine!</P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Jermaine: I thought you knew?!</P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Me: NO! SO WHAT YOUR JUST USING ME AGAIN JERMAINE IS THA.... He cut me off by placing his soft lips onto mine he pulled away holding my face looking me in the eyes</P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Jermaine: I told you im in love with you Ezmia I wont to be with you I just cant hurt jha'nella right now she needs me are baby he paused and looked at me then down at my small bump shaking his head he stood up and backed away from me.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Jermaine: your lying ent you! </P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Me: what! I did not just hear that </P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Jermaine: all this your- your joking ent you your not pregnant you just tried to trick man to hurt me init! I didn't answer I was too shocked he stepped closer to me and screamed</P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Jermaine: WHY YOU GONNA DO SOME THING SO SICK AND TWISTED EZMIA TOO ME ASWELL WH....</P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Me: Jermaine I am.... I-why the fuck would I lie about this shit I don't have time for this my mother has just died why the fuck would I wonna play with your life like this! </P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Jermaine: I don't fucking believe you! </P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Me: where Is this coming from all of a sudden Jermaine we was fine a second ago when you was eating my pussy what did you have these thoughts when but thought you'd put it off till after you got some! By this time I was standing up and getting dressed he just shook his head at me and walked out my room slamming the door. I flung my self on my bed feeling drained I closed my eyes but shot them back open as some thing was thrown at me. I picked up the white stick and stared at it was he for real! </P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Me: are you kidding me!</P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Jermaine; go piss on the fucking stick you little bitch! I kissed my teeth and pushed past him walking out the room. Before I could get into the hall he slammed my head into the wall.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Jermaine: do fucking push your luck! I held my head and stumbled into the bathroom holding back my tears. I hated when he got like this why did he have these mad mood swings I just didn't understand. I shut the bathroom door pulling down my shorts n pants and pissed on the stick I waited the 2 minutes saw the pink line show up showing I was pregnant. I walked out the bathroom with the stick in my hand still holding the side of my throbbing head. </P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Me: j-Jermaine...he turned around still screwing me. he grabbed the stick viscously out my hand and looked at it. His screw turned into a smile and tears came to his eyes. He dropped the stick and opened out his arms. I was weary at first but walked into his arms and braced him.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal>Jermaine: were gonna have a baby he beamed into my ear I nodded feeling light headed I felt Jermaine let me go but it was like I wasn't me the room started spinning then every thing went blank.</P>
