I had woken up to find Jermaine in my arms still his eyes open blinking slowly. He was holding on to me so tight like he didn’t wont to let go in fear I would slip away from him and never come back. I kissed the top of his head and moved his arms from around me getting up.
Jermaine: were you going? He asked I turned around to face him smiling
Me: down stairs to make some breakfast you coming? He shook his head laid back down on the bed closing his eyes I sighed and continued to get dressed.
Me: Jermaine you’re going to have to try and at least leave the bed you’ve been in here for a week now.
Jermaine: I don’t won’t to fucking leave ok I won’t to stay here and fucking sleep
Me: nothings going to happen to you If you leave the room
Jermaine: don’t you think I fucking know that Im not flipping mad!
Me: really because im sure you were cutting up your leg the other day you was shaking jay you’d lost it up here! I said tapping my head.
Jermaine: Im not fucking mad! He said raising his voice
Jermaine: I just wont to stay here and think I kissed my teeth after him and went down stairs lenny was sitting watching lazy town with a bowl of cheerio’s and a plate of jam on toast he was wearing just a string vest and grey boxers with spider man socks on his black spiky hair now flat and his brown eyes staring at the screen he looked so sexy in the morning’s he didn’t even need to try. I stepped into the front room and sat next to him taking a piece of his toast and stuffing it into my mouth. He watched me smiling then looked back at the screen.
Me: why you watching lazy town for you weirdo?
Lenny: are low man its sick I bet babies gonna love it he said stroking my belly when he touched me I felt…I don’t know just some thing. He looked at me about to say some thing until the front door opened and closed he removed his hand swiftly and looked back at the screen Lorenzo lenny’s older brother walked into the front room holding his 1 year old son OH MY GOD! I went mad the baby was so beautiful
Me: aww let me hold him let me hold him. They laughed at me and he handed me little Reno his eyes were so green it was amazing he was just beautiful.
Me: hello cutie pie he smiled at me and puked up his lips at me
Me: aww! I kissed his cheeks and played with him
Lorenzo: shit he likes you
Lenny: trust me I looked over at Lenny and smiled
Lorenzo: is Jermaine in his room I nodded still playing with Reno he left the room leaving me and Lenny sat together in silence. I could feel his eyes on me as I played with Reno he moved down on the floor with me tickling Reno’s chubby belly.
Lenny: you know Ez your so like caring ha kind of better then his own mum. I looked at him and wished I didn’t his brown eyes glistened pulling me in I moved my head closer to him and he kissed my lips gently I wonted to pull away I wonted to stop him but I couldn’t my lips connected gently against his and we kissed are fingers intwined and we sat there kissing while Reno played with the remote changing the channels and biting the buttons. My phone vibrated in my pocket causeing me to move away from lenny I turned my back to him and answered
Me: hello?
Elliot: come mine
Me: why?
Elliot: cause man ent seen you in a while plus every ones ea
Me: kool I’ll be there in like 5
Elliot: kool he hung up and I turned to look at lenny
Lenny: erm I better go get dressed I told my mum I’d pass by today he picked up Reno made me kiss him and then went up stairs.
