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My heart tears every time I see you,
frolicking with pain at how happy you are,
the happiness that was once mine,
happiness that I had rented out.
My mind numbs every time I see you,
at how I amounted to nothing at the end,
just another chapter in your life,
just another one in all.
My soul shatters every time I see you,
reminding me of all my futile efforts,
those that I thought were what you loved,
those that I thought were permanent.
I explode into ashes every time I see you,
uncomprehending of my life wasted,
for all along I thought I hated you,
when all I did was hate myself.
For hating you.
For loving you.
For you.
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