I'll Be There For You

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Based off the song I'll Be There For You by Bon Jovi

A/N: Also warning there is cussing in here. Oh and also I only did the full chorus once. Oh one more thing, I'm writing this on the computer because my mom took my phone and I can't tell when I miss spell something so if you could please comment any errors I would appreciate it so I can fix it when I get my phone back, thanks.

I guess this time you're really leaving, I heard your suitcase say goodbye. And as my broken heart lies bleeding, you say true love it's suicide.

Newt's mad at me. Like really mad. He said he needs some space. He's already packed a suitcase. The one other time this happened I was able to convince him to stay but this time it seems like his suitcase is saying goodbye. I can feel by heart breaking and it feels like its lying in a pool of its own blood at the bottom of my stomach. I just barely hear him say something about true love being suicide as I try my hardest to hold back the tears threatening to spill any second. I can already feel one sliding down my face though.

You say you've cried a thousand rivers and now you're swimming for the shore. You left me drowning in my tears, and you won't save me anymore. Now I'm praying to god you'll give me one more chance girl.

"I've cried a thousand rivers, and now i'm swimming for the shore, Thomas." My heart breaks even more, if that's possable, because he used my full name instead of the nickname he gave me. I can't hold back the tears anymore and they are falling down my face. I feel like i'm drowning in my own tears. Except this time, Newt wont save me.

"Please give me one more chance, Newt." I say. I just notice that I had fallen to my knees but I don't care. He doesn't say anything.

I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you. When you breathe I wanna be the air for you, i'll be there for you. I'd live and i'd die for you i'd steal the sun from the sky for you, words can't say what love can do. I'll be there for you.

"I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you. When you breathe I wanna be the air for you, i'll be there for you. I'd live and i'd die for you i'd steal the sun from the sky for you, words can't say what love can do. I'll be there for you." We both have tears running down our face now.

I know you know we've had some good times, now they have there own hiding place. I can promise you tomorrow, but I can't buy back yesterday. And baby you know my hands are drty, But I wanted to be your valentine. I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby. When you get drunk i'll be the wine. I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you.

"I know you know we've had some good times, Newt, I can promise you tomorrow. God why did I have to be so stupid to let Minho get me drunk. If i hadn't let him gt me drunk he wouldn't of been able to persuade me into going to that damn strip club! But I can't buy back yesterday. And baby you know my hands are dirty, but I just wanna be your valentine," god why did this have to happen so close to Valentine's Day? Oh right because Minho had to celebrate his 25 birthday party at a strip club that he knew I wouldn't go to unless i was drunk off my ass. "I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby. When you get drunk i'll be the wine. I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you."

And I wasn't there when you were happy, and I wasnt there when you where down, I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby. I wish i'd seen you blow those candles out. I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you.

"And I know I wasnt always here when you were down or even happy sometimes and i'm so sorry Newt. Also I know I missed your birthday a couple weeks ago but I can't help that my work sent me to one of our out of state facoulties. You have no shucking clue how much I wanted to be here with you though. I wish i'd seen you blow those candles out. But from now on i'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you, Newt." We are both crying uncontrollably now. "I'm so freackin sorry, Newt, I promise i'll never make a klunk decision like that again. I'll be there for you, where ever you are. I promise. Please don't leave, Newt. I love you so much and I don't know if i'll live seeing you walk out that door." We were both still crying. It was quit for a while with only the sound of our crying filling the room when finnaly Newt spoke up.

"I'm still hurt Tommy," My hopes lifted a tiny bit at the use of my nickname, "You have no clue how much you hurt me. I want to walk out this door so bad so that you get a little hint of how hurt I was. But I can't bring myself to do it. I love you to much and quit frankly I don't think I would be able to live without you." When he finished talking i got up off my knees and pounced on him. wrapping my arms around his neck and kissing him passionately. Lets just say that night was filled with a lot of make up sex.

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