To you I run from

Chapter 21 Your Eyes

A/N:Again sorry for the length. What do you think? Not the reaction you expected I'm sure. There is a little more to go then the end.

Katsuki took a deep breath before entering the old Heroes bar  Quirky, named after the old clown that opened it back in the forties or some history shit like that. The alpha glanced at his phone exhaling, the picture had caught him off guard, Shitty hair's text under the pic made his heart squeeze.

When he first received it he had felt red hot anger shoot through him, his hands had flexed popping and smoking with the need to burn the offending alpha into ash. Then he looked away from the obvious interest in Cold Crimson's eyes, still a stupid fucking name by the way.

What caught his attention was the smile on Izuku's face, the dim lighting had caught the emerald of his eyes, his cheeks having returned to their slightly rounded state his freckles like darkened constellations.

Katsuki had been spending most nights counting each one only to discover more. Every time they spent a night watching movies and making out on his couch Izuku would sometimes hum with satisfaction putting his head on Kaachan's lap.

The greenette cutely encouraged the alpha to run his fingers through the omega's feathery green tresses. It was then the alpha would spend time just absorbing the smaller man's scent quietly wanting more but accepting what Izuku was willing to give.

So here he was losing all steam, his tense shoulders falling as he shoved his hands and phone into his hoodie pockets. Deku was smiling his head tilted slightly as he listened intently to the fucker across from him.

Then it hit the ash blond like a ton of bricks. He wasn't that same immature bastard he was six years ago. Back at that Hero party he had insulted and pressured Deku. He let his jealousy take over. God he was fuckin so pathetic! Learn from your mistakes Katsuki!

What right did he have to interfere with Izuku's life, it hurt to think that maybe the greenette enjoyed this alpha's company. After all that shit fuck Cold Crimson had come to Izuku's aid. It was a long time ago and Bakugou had brushed it off but the omega could have been seriously hurt if the stupidly named idiot hadn't jumped in to help the nerd. And all Izuku had been focused on getting Bakugou his medicine and all the ash blond had done was yell abuses. Fuck! No, this was part of his amends, if Deku liked this weak faceless extra fuck the Katsuki would stand aside and let his Deku find true happiness. Maybe the past was too much for them to get over, maybe no matter how hard the blond was trying it could never erase their past.

If Bakugou could find a time travel quirk he would work his way backwards punching himself in the face and in some cases beaten the holy shit out of himself. He would find Deku at their last meeting six years ago and throw his arms around the troubled and hurting greenette.

He would tell his omega that things would be alright that there was a future where their son would be protected and loved. He would get on his knees and beg Deku to forgive his stupid fucking pride and he would swear to be better. Swear it without fear of looking weak in front of witnesses, hell the more the merrier. If the omega was still unconvinced Katsuki would sweep the number one hero up in his arms and prove it. Prove it by standing by him, supporting him physically and mentally. Hell he would even fucking be nice to that half and half bastard. Because after all this Katsuki knew that Shoto had done so much for an omega he treated as a brother, like family. The family that Izuku never had, Shoto recognized the need for this. Bakugou had taken for granted that he had two loving parents. Even if the hag didn't know how to say it, she at least had shown it in her own way.

Bakugou waved this all away with a shuddered sigh, eyes prickling, he would go further back to when they were first entering UA. He would take himself by the back of his younger self and shake the shit out of him. He would smack some sense into himself, maybe even then extend a hand in friendship to Shoto, who had suffered and lived a loneliness that only Deku could understand. The older alpha would point out the importance of time he would have with his classmates. He would tell him that Kirishima would stick by his side through thick and thin. Even though it was always a one sided friendship, the red head would not find his efforts ever rewarded until later in life. The alpha would help the blond through drunken nights, nights where the alpha would confess the emptiness left after Izuku disappeared. The red haired hero would never bring it up the next morning when sobriety hit the blond alpha like a hammer to the face.