Perfect SCARS

62

Clark Pittman once told me that

"I employed you because.. You are the best at what you do....... You know how to get a dead man talking.. You don't let a tiny detail slip... And that why even for my minor cases I let you handle it and forget that I have an issue in court because I know you wouldn't leave any stone unturned "

Well I took that word in my left palm and it might have been just for encouragement, but it was more like a quote that I continually dwell on

I know my intentions was to start by ruining the elections
But hearing now that he doesn't exactly care about winning and knowing the kind of person he is
It would be a complete waste to dwell on things that mean little or nothing to him

I just have to find somewhere else to mess with him.....
In a way that I know he can never recover

I know am running out of time but at this point.. I have to give this my all... I couldn't even sleep because sleep because I'm under the same roof as he... Even when am not under the same roof as he... I'm still haunted by him

And I can't just go up to his room and strangle him.......
I can if I want to... I mean his wife is dead drunk and Even the maids and guards are fast asleep by this time I can just go up to his room now and strangle him... And take the next flight to Los Angeles or anywhere

But would have just been too easy
He doesn't deserve to die easy... What he needs is a slow and painful death... He deserve way worse
But I can't even kill him... I know it won't end the pain and hurt that I went through....

Killing him as much as I want to
Would never and can not give him the peace of mind that I crave for

Since I couldn't sleep.... I decided to listen to the rest of julie's rant.. And she seem eagar to drink to stupor to ease the pain in her head

I got myself a bottle of water..... To make it look Like am also drinking
Since she's not ready to end this conversation anytime soon...

"Do You know what the funny thing is... I just want to go upstairs and lay flat on him........ He hates it when he is not top"

She laughs but i wasn't finding it funny at all

"He is my Husband... The father of my children but sometimes he feels like a stranger..... Have you ever heard him ask or worry about our kids....
Because he doesn't care... That's why we enrolled Andrew in a boarding school and by the time Jenny is done with grade school she's moving to boarding alongside my little girl precious....
What would I do when my babies are off in boarding school because their father doesn't care about them and doesn't want them around "

"He doesn't want them around "

"Have You ever seen any of kids since you have been coming"

That's true most times... I forget they even have kids in this house. I have not even seen any of them

"That's true...... "
I admit slowly

"Haven't You ever wondered why you don't see kids in a house of three kids "
She sniffle and rub her noise

"He hates it when they scream.. He hates it when they run around the house... And he hates it when they are trying to play with their dad.... What kind of father rejects his own children..... Well that's my cross and even if he's not the best in the world    he is the best for him. .
I love him unconditionally...
He might eventually drive me nuts with his shitty attitude but I know I would never give him up to any woman  whatsoever "

I sighed slowly.
Regardless of how badly he treats her and her kids... She's still willing to put up with it, tolerate him and wear a smile every day because she loves him

"Ohhh Victoria.... "

She smashed her glass on the bar table... And for a moment I was scared.... Did she find out that Victoria is getting close to her husband already

I mean how did she figure it out
She just made a sentence. That she's never giving up her husband to any woman and then includes Victoria's name there after

Am I missing something here

"I can't believe this "

I said without thinking and I hope she didn't hear

"Victoria is another person that would end up.. Love struck like myself.. And I try to wake her dumb sick brain but she feels like am always trying to trash every chance I get "

"You are always trashing her "
She's drunk... She probably wont even  remember we had this conversation

"I am not..." .   She chuckles   " OK maybe I am but that just because I really like her as my assistant "

"You do.... Huh"

"Yes.... You think if I don't prefer her to all the other assistants .. She wouldn't  have lasted this long.... She would have been long especially after the Simon's incident "

"Simon's incident...... What happened then "

"Just the regular I love you... I don't love you situation "

"Tell me about it... I would love to hear about it "
I'm actually interested in this story

"You want me to tell you about it... I don't think Victoria would like that.. If she hasn't taken out time to talk to you about it herself "

"Well wouldn't you want me to know"

"I don't know.... If that is a good idea"

Oh Cmon Julie... You are the worse bitch when you are not drunk and now you suddenly care about Victoria's feelings

"Okay lemme just spill... Don't tell her you heard this from me
Well.. I would actually blame Simon himself for this... he got too close to her and she misinterpreted their friendship and after her roommate moved out... She just thought why not just move in with Simon then.. Since we are a thing.... And when he didn't ask her about her.... She asked him herself and started talking about wedding and stuff... But they were just friends.. Nothing more than friends, maybe too close but Simon never saw her more than that "

"Wow...... "

"Yeah it was a wowing situation.. She ended up humiliating herself.... And I'm sure she must have pushed herself to her roommate who is a dude.. Who had to move out.... She's always too clingy. Who knows who she's clinging to now"

Unfortunately... That person is your husband