𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐏𝐎𝐕 ༄
i slowly got up, my body in horrible pain. i totally forgot my mother was standing in front of me. i didn't care.
i wanted to leave. i didn't want to be here.
i wanted Alex. i cleared my throat before looking up, seeing my mother already gone.
i couldn't hold in and started breaking down on the floor.
everything was going horrible, i should've never went to that stuffy party! but, if i didn't...last night wouldn't had happened.
i slowly stood up and looked around my messed up my room, i quickly grabbed a bag and started packing, planning on running away.
i grabbed my phone and texted Mia.
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Me: mia are you there?
Bestie 💗: Y/N! are you okay?! i thought you
already went home after that party, what happened?!
Me: can i just see you? my mother had a huge fight and i need somewhere to stay..
Bestie 💗: aw alright, but you have to tell
me everything that had happened!
Me: alright, thank you so much. i love you ❤️
Bestie 💗: i love you too 💜
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i smiled weakly and continued packing more, putting my phone in my bag and everything else.
i completely forgot i had Alex's hoodie on me, i looked down at it and just felt safe.
it smelt so nice and manly.
i finished and ran downstairs, my mother nowhere to be found but i didn't cared, i dashed out the door and ran down the sidewalk.
no turning back.
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"HE DID WHAT?!" Mia squealed as i closed my eyes tightly, nodding slowly. "yeah...i got my virginity taken."
Mia started squealing even more, even doing the most dumbest dance i've ever seen. i cringed.
"stop." i mumbled, Mia kept squealing as she jumped on top of me. "i knew it was gonna happen! i called it! i fucking called it!"
i groaned, getting squished in the covers. "y-you can get off now.."
Mia giggled and hopped off of me, i sat up and fixed my hair.
"this is amazing! i knew it!" Mia giggles even more, jumping around, i cringed and shook my head.
"it's not a big of a deal, plus. it was a dare and i couldn't turn it down because i'm not a pussy." lie.
Mia hummed and sat beside me, "i really appreciated if you helped me during that situation." i said sarcastically.
Mia rolled her eyes, "nuh uh. that's on you. anyway, what else happened? you didn't call me last night and i went home, so i guessed you went home too right?"
i shook my head, "no. we both passed out. but i'm guessing Alex woke up and took me to his house, since he didn't know where i lived."
"aww, that's so sweet of him." Mia gushed. i softly giggled, before frowning. "yeah i guess but my mom wasn't so happy."
Mia's smile faded, "w-what happened?"
i sighed, i didn't want to keep any of this away from her, she is my best friend and deserves to know.
i told her everything, the abuse, the cuts. everything.
i let everything out before Mia was in my chest, sobbing her eyes out. i slowly closed my eyes and rocked her, my heart aching as i listened to her sobs.
i wonder how Alex would feel if i told him this stuff about my life...
would he even care?
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