Hearts gone cold

kafkaesque

Your heart wants, what it wants
My heart is honest, as well
Yours dreams in jeans or skirts
Mine is just lost in you

Never will never be marked in time
As it is hope abides in my mind
Neither queen nor are you a princess
But I've built a palace for you inside my heart

I know that I'll always play second fiddle
My heart laid open, you'll find no riddle
I'm on the back burner always in reach
Do you need some emotion? I'm your potion

Watch as I suffer, then question if it hurts
Say that I hate you till you believe it yourself
Need a friend? Pull me from the shelf
Expiration date reads "til death"

I don't know how I'm even alive
My heart explodes whenever you're nearby
I'm ready to go I'm just so very tired
My one wish to see you get all you desire

Give me some time then pull it away
Like your reflection you can touch I cannot
Tell me again how for you to be close is rare
I'll never feel the same embrace as him there

What am I to you? A toy or a crutch?
Say you love me. But really how much?
I died the night I told you
And so my future died to