Ice Heart

Forever ever

8 month later

Kehlani POV

"Don't you pull that shit down little boy" says Sha sitting on the floor with Shalom

"You gotta stop cussing at him babe" I say laying on my stomach next to her

"He gonna be cussing, we can't hide that from him" says Sha"My mom cussed at me and look how my ass turned out"

"I guess" I say "Lil sha don't pull that down please"

He keeps pulling on the stuff on the coffee table.

"He don't listen to you" says Sha laughing"Boy you better stop"

He turns towards us and smiles. Then Crawls towards Sha

"Why don't you listen to mommy" says Sha putting him in her lap

"Mommy" says Shalom as he reaches for me

"Aww, baby" says Sha"I gotta put this in his baby book"

She's obsessed with putting every milestone in his book.

I hear a knock at the door and grab up lil sha and answer it.

"Hey my handsome man" says Niecy making Shalom giggle

"He just said mommy" I say

"I'm sure Sha is excited about that" says Niecy

"Hey Mrs.C" says Sha"Kehlani told you the good news"

"Yes" says Niecy"Less talk more getting ready"

"Okay" I say

I grab me and sha's bag then grab the keys. We try to balance life and music because things have got crazy...in a good way. Sha's album is coming out and she's getting interviews like crazy and were about to go on tour. My music is still coming together but I rather focus on production. Tonight is a listening party. I'm excited but more nervous. The more I remember it gets worst. I remember that night more then anything else. We're well protected now but I'm still spooked.

We get to the event and everything is super loud but Sha holds my hand and leads me over to vip.

"I'm gonna handle, the people" says Sha"You just chill...here"

She lights a blunt and give it to me.

"Have some fun" says Sha

She goes up to the DJ booth and talks to everyone there. After that the wave on camera's and famous people. I was good and relaxed by then though. I had a million come and talk to Mostly Sha but sometimes me.

"They vibing to this" says Sha sitting on my lap

"Cause it's a bop, the whole tape" I say giving her a cheek kiss

"Hey, complex wants to talk to you guys" says Titus

"Okay, where you been?" Says Sha

"Making sure this party is a sucess" says Titus

"I'm Dean August, complex magazine"

"Hi" I say shaking his hand

"First I wanna congratulate you two for this amazing project, the production, lyrics and concept are great" says Dean"What has this process been like"

"Not easy but that's not what we were expecting so we rolled with it" says Sha

"Just nights and days in the studio with our son" I say

"Does he like the music" says Dean

"I think so" I say

"He likes when I do the ad libs but I'm sure that only because of the sounds I'm making" says Sha

"I would love to do an exclusive on you guys, about life now" says Dean

"Actually, I would be more than happy to help you with arranging that" says Titus

"Okay, it was nice chatting with you two" says Dean

"You interested in that" says Sha

"I'm down, just still getting used to everything" I say

I haven't told her yet but I've been walking without any help. I honestly don't know how to do it.

We got back from the event pretty drunk. Niecy took lil Sha to there place.

"Bae, you got weed" says Sha laying across the sofa

"Yeah, I got something to tell you" I say rolling back to the bedroom and getting a joint out of the drawer

I slowly lift myself out of the chair and slowly walk over to the living room.

"You good Lani...am I tripping" says Sha

"Nah, I been trying to find a way to tell you and here it is" says Kehlani

She runs up to me and hugs me then grabs my hand and leads me to balcony.

She lights the joint and blows it in my face.

"You want more kids"says Sha

"Not now" I say sitting down"But yeah I do"

"With me" says Sha sitting on my lap

"Of course, I love you so much" I say"Your my everything"

"Let's stop playing..." Says Sha

"What do you mean" I say laughing

"I want this forever...you know what I mean" says Sha

"Yeah, I know what you mean" I say

"You make me feel so good, our family makes me feel complete" says Sha"I wasn't sure if all this shit would work out...I never thought I would have this in general"

"You're an amazing mom" I say kissing her

"So are you" says Sha

"We can finish talking about this in the morning"I say"We should try to get rest before lil Sha comes back"

"Imma need you to put me too sleep" says Sha putting her hand on my face

"I got you" I say grinning

TBC

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