I made sure to relax myself tonight, all I wanted to feel was to be truely happy with myself.
I don't cope well with change so with everything that happened all at once I wasn't wrong to be feeling caught up in a million emotions.
I sat down on the corner of my bed with some music playing in the background, I pulled out a notebook and scribbled down some lyrics I'd come up with. My mind had been quite full recently and I'd found it hard to be able to construct a song.
I sat and lost myself in thoughts for a few seconds. I felt my chest tightening and it becoming harder and harder to breath. By this point I was gasping for air and feeling faint. My knees trembled as I stood up but suddenly they collapsed from Benitez me and my last memory was falling and hitting my head pretty hard on the corner of my bedside cabinet.
