~Please read this in order. It's meant to be read like a story even though it's in choppy sections. It's a diary, the diary of a troubled, young Shawn Hunter. Super relatable. I have completed the entire work for your reading pleasure. If suicide is something you struggle with, be aware this has stuff on it. There is hope!
Please feel free to give feedback and ask questions! I do frequently check and will respond pretty fast. I love discussions. Thank you. Enjoy the angst! So many feels with this one. It's very much like Shawn. It's got spunk. ❤️
September 14th, 1994
Turner came home today...He was too stressed from school to talk to me or even say my name. I always get lost in the shuffle. Who cares though? I have myself. It's all I need.
Forget about me
I'm all I need
I just can't breatheToo much to take
With all the weight
Think I might breakI get stuck
In a rutNo one comes
When I shoutPeople yell
I can't sleep
I can't eat
Passing out
Struggling
Forgotten on the highest shelf
No where is nicer
Than getting called outFor nothing I did
I'll just stop
Defending myselfI'm no rebel
I'm not what I seemWho knows?
Maybe someone
Will give me wingsRelease me
From the cageBut can't escape
For fear I'll take
Myself too far awayFrom this hiding place
I can't wait
Can't help myself
Just want to fall
Can't climb much moreI've reached the highest rock
Crumbling like my brain
Going slowly insaneHeart can't break
If it's not beating
If I'm not breathingTell me what to do
God, You there?I want to accept defeat
But you keep calling meThere's a little light
Is it fading or is it bright?
Is it deep down inside?
Am I still alive?Give me hope before I die.
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Unwritten Soul-Shawn Hunter
Fanfiction"God, I don't want to be empty inside anymore..."-Shawn Hunter (BoyMeetsWorld) ❤️ I want to raise awareness about depression and mental illness. It's often a lifelong struggle, and it's common. Don't be afraid to talk about it. You're missing out if...